So I played mom model to a little boy who was the same age as baby jay. His name was hudson, he was twice the size of my lil guy. His body wasn't all skrunshed up like Jay's is and he had awesome eye contact. He was even giving me smiles. I was surprised he didn't cry when I held him. It was amazing to see how different our little boys were. BTW lil man did great. He was giving the funniest faces to the camera..
Also update to those that don't follow my wall. Lil man went in for more hearing tests yesterday and he failed miserbly. He has severe hearing loss on both sides. Now we have to go to an ent to figure out why. That apt is next tue. Thanks to Ashley Schumacher for being an awesome friend and watching lil monster so I don't have to chase her