Anyone else on this fun ride? I remember thinking with DD, how do people do this with other kids around and oh do I still wonder that. This pregnancy has been a lot harder on me physically than DD, but I also feel so emotional. I hate feeling so off. And poor DD, I'm not giving her what I want to right now. I really hope things even out soon. Anyone else? How are other BTDT mommies doing?
Thankfully this pregnancy has been different from the start. The morning sickness is off and on all day. With DD, I woke up feeling sick to my stomach and didn't wanna eat. With this little booger, IF I don't eat, I feel sick. My friend at work told me she wants me to check my suger. She had gestation diabetes with both her children and she said she felt like that when her sugar was low. My emotions can be all over the place because I hadn't decided if I wanted another child yet. We had decided to wait untill aug to try again when he gets promoted and we would have been in a better place then about another child. I'm just so scared to go through another little one born early and sick that has to spend time in the NICU again. The thought of nothing bringing a child home is more than I can handle. I'm trying to think prositive and eat more with less stress this pregnancy. Plus I'm thinking this one will be different since he/she got here without an RE.
Sorry you're feeling so unsettled. I am really moody too, and get short with the kids really easily. I feel so bad, but I'm sooooo exhausted and they're watching way more TV than I would normally consider acceptable. We're really stressed financially and with DH applying for jobs all over the world, I feel like all of life is up in the air at the moment. I'm trying to stay relaxed about it all, but mostly I feel like I'm not doing a very good job of it.