Cold feet? DH is job switching so our financial situation still won't be awesome, but much much better. Me and DH haven't really been talking babies lately. I see newborns and siblings and think I want one, but then I start thinking about the hormones of pregnancy, the hard work and rollercoaster ride of a newborn, our limited space in regard to our house and vehicles... but I feel like I need to make the decision quickly. If we have another I'd prefer to not have a big gap in ages and I would like a spring baby (I know... OCD as its finest). So I've given myself a deadline of July, but I feel it closing in on me. Why can't I make a firm decision?! :mad: I feel like I was 100% sure I wanted #1 and we TTC in full force and got pregnant right away. #2 was a surprise, but I knew I didn't want #1 to be an only child so it was going to happen regardless. So #3 feels like such a toss up. I don't feel the NEED to have one, but sometimes the desire and sometimes not. It's frustrating!! I want to be deadset one way or another.
What if I have a boy? I thought I wanted one, but I love being a mom of girls. I don't know how well I'd do with a boy. What if I decide to TTC and then freak out when I get a BFP? What if we decide not to have another and I end up regretting it?