Just wanted to pop in and say hello -give a little intro. I am not sure where in the TTC process I am, except its starting to take over my brain.
DH and I have been married 5.5 years, together almost 10. DH is active military and i work full time as well. The love of our lives is tommy, 19 months. When I was pg with him I was not "in love" with being preggo and kinda felt depressed for not loving it- as well as other things. At the time, I said this would be it, one kid. Even though I always said 2 or 4. DH was never on board for more than 2 but always said 2. Now, he is completely avoiding the possibility of 2. I try not to bring it up, but I dont want to go much more than end of this year before TTC actively. I am trying to take the non pushy way with DH, but deep down I really cant imagine having DS be an only child and I cant imagine not doing this again and having all the firsts again. So... while we arent TTC its something I think about several times a day and hope I can get him back on board to #2.