I'm actually thinking I won't be totally ecstatic when/if I get a BFP because I do not look forward to pregnancy. It's a relatively short period of time in the big picture but I hate to think of what it will be like for my 2 kiddos. I know I'm not the mom I should be during pregnancy. But in the long run I know I'll be happy to add one more kidlet to our family.
I just started a new cycle and asked DH about JLIH starting now. I didn't get much response...just said he's not convinced about having another. Boo!