Why is it so hard for me to decide? :-/
Hi ladies! I haven't posted to this board (I think) before but I guess this is the one I should come to for a thoughtful ear, or I might get lucky and one of you are going through the same range of emotions. :) I hope....
I have two sons, 8 and 2 (almost), and wanting #3. Or am I? Has anyone felt like you can't decide? My sons are VERY hands-on kids that require a lot of energy to raise. My hubby really wants number three and I was sure I did to, but as the time nears for when we planned to start trying I am getting cold feet. What if this babe is just as wild as the two boys? Can I handle 3?!? My little one is still co-sleeping. Can I get him into his own bed by the time the other comes along?
Then I start scaring myself thinking about labor. I think my heart is starting to race even now writing about it!
What is wrong with me? Please tell me I'm not alone in feeling this way. And how do you make that decision to just go ahead, and take the plunge? My hubby would be so disappointed if I changed our plans. What to do..... Who knew planning a baby would be this hard?:help1: