How do I start? I can't belive you are all most 3th now. The time just floo by. I feel as those I've miss so much. O.k. let back it up and try to storted at the Stort of you story.
It was just befor monther day in 2004 when I fownd out that I was pregnat. :eek: Well I was not exspeting that at all. In fake I was hoping to god that I was not pregnat. I sanck to the flore and stared to cray. I don't wand to be pregnant not after what had happen to get me that way. How could I rase a baby know that it's father had........ O God What was I going to do? I most of stay there for hours I could not stop crying. I don't know how I know from the started that I could not give the baby up, that I was going to keep her.
I toll your Nana about what you father did and now I was pregnant with is baby. She was not happy..... and she drive that 6 hours down to see me. She try to get me to give you up, I could not it was not you folted what you father did. You are not to blame for you father actings. Still to this day I wish you had been born from love not from that... :bawl: