I am going back to work after being off 12 days... I simply have to go back. The family needs two incomes. I don't feel ready to go back so please keep me in your thoughts and prayers tomorrow. I dread everything... I want to be left alone and I don't want to answer any questions to anyone. You know? Like how are u feeling? Uhmmm how do u think I'm feeling!?!? Sigh.
You're in my thoughts and prayers sweetie. I'm going back to work Tuesday after being off for two weeks. I figure I might as well go back now considering I might need to have another surgery and I might as well work while they'll let me. It's so hard to go back though. What type of job do you have? I'm a substitute teacher so I work with kids which is why I stayed out so long. I guess I'm as ready as I'll ever be but I'm scared though. I'm afraid all I'll think all day is "I wonder what my baby would have been like at this age" and things like that. Thankfully only one person at this school knew I was pregnant but...one is enough to break you down sometimes. I'm so sorry you're going through this too and I hope that it goes as well as it can for you sweetie. Sending you some giant hugs also!
I understand the being around people part. The last thing you want is to be around people who aren't part of that inner circle and hurting too. I guess I'm lucky that the people I know at work don't know I was pregnant. Some knew I was trying and one of them actually referred me to the RE that got us there but no one really knew anything and they knew we were struggling and it was hard so I doubt I'll get a lot of questions. It's still hard to think of going back to the real world. I ordered some food last week, DH got me out of the house and took me to lunch, and they got my order wrong and I teared up. I just hope stuff like that doesn't happen at work. I hope tomorrow goes great for you sweetie. And even more hugs. You can never have enough hugs.