The Pregnant after loss board seems dead and I apologize for posting here. I hope that its ok, I am feeling so incredibly nervous the past few days. I thought after the birth of my youngest if I ever became pregnant again the fear of loss would be gone but it almost feels worse this time then with him. I don't really feel pregnant haven't for a few days. About 4dpo I started feeling "butterflies" in my belly and then lots of other raging "symptoms" but every "symptom" is gone now even the butterflies. I have my first visit Wednesday and I hope he will do an early ultrasound to calm my fears and I really really hope we see a flickering heart!! Thank you so much for letting me vent here! I hope that is ok that I did!! I always found this to be such a great place of support I hope thats ok!