Getting impatient (some TMI)
It's been almost a month since my D&C and I'm still waiting for my HCG to fall. Granted, I started over 100,000, but I feel like this is taking forever! So far I've had
-2 days 105,000
+20 days 117
+27 days 46
My MW says it looks great and I don't need to go back, but if it keeps falling at the rate it did this past week I'll have another 3 weeks to wait. I kind of figured things would move faster than this and I'd be Oing, if not already pregnant, by now. And yeah, we're still JLIH even though they said to wait until after the first AF. I kind of feel like my body won't let me get pregnant if it's not ready... which still doesn't make me any happier to have to keep waiting.
Strangely, I had a bunch of AF signs early this week then had a few days of pink spotting (mixed with something like EWCM). I had only had light brown spotting for over a week. And now I feel like I would if AF were ending. But there's no way 3 days of spotting could be AF (or really annov bleeding). My best guess, since I'm charting, is that my progesterone is finally falling to a normal level since my temps had been up a bit still until recently. I definitely wasn't Oing. I had no O pains and OPKs were negative even though my HPTs still have faint lines.
Sorry for the book. I'm feeling puzzled and frustrated by my body. I guess it's probably normal at this stage, though. I hope it all starts to form a coherent picture soon.