i didn't know where else to go to talk about this.
one of my mates who i've known for years had her baby girl on 6th aug. and she was stillborn. she was in labour, then 2 hours before she was born her heart just stopped beating.
i'm so, so devastated for my friend. it's so unfair. that baby was a precious baby- there had been a lot of heartache to get her. and now she's just gone.
i think my mate is coping with this better than i am! obviously she doesn't know i've spent the last 3 days crying for her. last thing she needs to be doing is supporting me!
i'm trying to be there for her the best i can be- she is such a great person that she has a lot of support from a lot of people.
i just trying to let her know that i'm here if she wants. i don't think there's anything else i can do.
but i feel guilty too. i have 3 happy and healthy kids, and she can't even get 1.
i don't think i need advice- there's not a lot i can do. i just needed to talk about it somewhere. i can't talk to my close friends because they're all pregnant and i don't want to freak them out.
i'm sad for my friend for the loss of what could have been, that she never got to hear her baby cry, and that she is going home empty handed to a house full of baby things.
i'm just so, so sad for her. it breaks my heart that this has been taken from her.