So, I am doing fairly well recovering from my loss but I had some news that threw me into a poor pitiful me tailspin today. I think if I share I can let it go and move on. I found out today another one of our close friends is pregnant with Triplets. TRIPLETS. I mean we've been trying to have one since 2009. I have two other close friends pregnant and one with a newborn. I just feel like I am being tortured. I am so happy for my friends but I feel like a failure evert time I see any of them.
Okay I needed this vent. I know it's not going to be easy all the time, but I just wish it wasn't quite this hard.