Not this time... (m/c ment)
Well.. after last night and today I'm pretty sure I lost the baby due to another chemical pregnancy. I cried and cried.... and cried....... and cried again.
The ONLY thing that stopped me from crying earlier was... I see a lot of you posting about low progesterone. I googled it (I know, scientific research at it's best) and apparently there are a lot more symptoms than just not having a thick enough lining to support to baby. Such as irritability, mood swings, depression, sleeplessness, night sweats and nightmares. Uh, check check check check check and check. I was on anti-depressants a few years ago and I came off of them voluntarily because I thought maybe my husband (ex husband now) was what was causing it. I still feel the same though. Hardly ever "happy" plus I'm an excessive worrier.
I know it may be stupid to hold out hope that there's something wrong with me. But if it was that, it'd be an easy fix. I really hope it's that, I can't keep going through this.
By the way, thank you for all your support.