Not this time... (m/c ment)

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Not this time... (m/c ment)

Well.. after last night and today I'm pretty sure I lost the baby due to another chemical pregnancy. I cried and cried.... and cried....... and cried again.

The ONLY thing that stopped me from crying earlier was... I see a lot of you posting about low progesterone. I googled it (I know, scientific research at it's best) and apparently there are a lot more symptoms than just not having a thick enough lining to support to baby. Such as irritability, mood swings, depression, sleeplessness, night sweats and nightmares. Uh, check check check check check and check. I was on anti-depressants a few years ago and I came off of them voluntarily because I thought maybe my husband (ex husband now) was what was causing it. I still feel the same though. Hardly ever "happy" plus I'm an excessive worrier.

I know it may be stupid to hold out hope that there's something wrong with me. But if it was that, it'd be an easy fix. I really hope it's that, I can't keep going through this.

By the way, thank you for all your support.

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I'm so sorry. I hope that you will find an answer about why this is happening. Low progesterone is common and easy to treat. :bighug:

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I'm so sorry.

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I am so sorry for your loss. I hope that you can still go to your appointment today and hopefully find some answers.

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I'm so sorry for your loss. Sad You should definitely ask your doctor to do a RPL testing. I hope you get some answers. :bigarmhug:

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No answers. The doc didn't even see me. I had so many questions and while I've gotten answers via the internet, I actually wanted to talk to a doctor. I went in, peed in a cup and then they took blood. The lady was trying to explain to me why they were taking blood and I'm like look - I've run this road before. Just take it. I didn't mean to be rude, but I just wanted to know what was going on. They said they'll call me tomorrow with the results. I'm not sure what they'll prove - it's kinda hard to date when I got preggo because AF came to visit early January. So my HCG level could be all over the board. Plus my HCG level from my chem before was almost 400 when I got it tested, which was right where it was supposed to be for that I'm sure I'll have to go back in. I hate this waiting game. AND my breasts are getting more and more tender. I don't know what to make of that. I don't know if that means I'm progressing or what. I know last time my breasts were sore for a few days and then it went away. This has been over a week. I don't want to harbor any hope that's just going to be taken away. I mean, I've been having a brown discharge for a week as well and that can't really be good. I was "spotting" but I'd consider it more than that now. Still not a flow, it's only there when I wipe. Regardless, my breasts being sore is kind of like a smack in the face. Everytime something twinges or I accidentally tap one of them, it's like my body is joking about the fact that I have symptoms, but that's it. Plus my boss is getting fed up with me because I keep busting into tears. It's been a good day.
Sorry. Needed to vent. Highly irritated right now.

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Sorry, thought I had posted here. Huge hugs, hope you get a clear answer soon. :bigarmhug:

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I am sorry to hear about your experience of loss. Any updates?

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