Dear all, Just around 4 weeks back I delivered my baby boy. It was my first pregnancy. But it was stillborn. This is the biggest ever loss to me. M really trying to go back to normal life, but whenever I try to do that, his memories fill up my mind. I keep remembering his face, and I miss him badly. I still do not understand the reason for the loss, and not in the mental state to probe my gynaec about it. My baby gave up at 36 weeks. I chose natural birth, because I felt I would be doing something for him. The labour was intense, and then I saw his angel face. I wantd him to breathe, but he did not. I feel miserable. Will I be able to have a normal pregnancy in future? I feel so empty. My doc has advised me to wait for 6 months, but I am not sure of being able to wait for so long. What should i do?