I get nervous whenever BIL and SIL anxiously invite themselves over for dinner, I always assume that it's going to be big news. I'm nervous for how I'll react, no matter how much I mentally prepare myself. I think I would cry, because I'll be both happy for them, and sad for me.
Aaaaaand, it looks as though ill be pregnant for my EDD after all. I'm seriously in shock, I wasn't expecting it at all this month, but I am beyond grateful. My excitement is mixed with fear, I don't know how I'll make it through the next couple of weeks not knowing what's happening, but I'm going to call the OB that I had been seeing through the fall after my D&C to see about getting some bloodwork done and an early u/s to make sure everything looks as it should at this point.
I am so excited for you! Congrats and sending you tons of sticky vibes!
I'm legitimately terrified right now, but that doesn't totally hamper my excitement. I'm just so nervous that this will end in a loss too. I had blood drawn on Friday thanks to a standing order I had from the OB after the D&C in the fall, and Friday was the expiry date on that. I'll call his office on Monday to ask for a few more + a progesterone test. He also gave me a requisition for an early u/s at my final follow up in the fall so that I could go for my first u/s and appointment around 6 weeks and not have to go through him for the paperwork first. Since he's only in the office certain days, I'm going on the 16th which will only put me at 5w 2d, but I'm okay with that