Well tomorrow I'm going back to my RE to find out if I need further surgery because of "retained tissue" which they really think is just blood. I'm hoping I don't need ANYTHING else done unless they want to do an HSG to see if I have scar tissue from the first d&c. I really don't think this doc will do anything unless it's absolutely necessary for my health and future fertility and I know he'll handle it the right way. I'm just so ready to be told I've made some progress in healing so that I can move forward. I'm most worried about being told I have to have another surgery because I know that'll reset the clock and it will be that much longer before we're really back to TTC again. If that's what it takes to be truly healthy I can deal with it though as long as it's not a long wait to have it done. I'm trying to not be nervous about this appointment and have mostly been looking forward to it because I trust this doctor so much and all of his staff and I know they'll do the right thing. I have to admit I'm nervous anyway though. It's so hard to not be TTC now after all of this. It's the weirdest feeling. I've also really felt the need to be able to be intimate with DH with all we've gone through. It feels like we haven't been close together in that way in so long but I want to hear it's okay first and I wasn't told if it was or not so I figured I'd just better wait instead of potentially injuring things further.
I'll update about my appointment when I get a chance tomorrow. It's at 9:45 in the morning thankfully so at least I won't have to wait all day. Keep your fingers crossed that I get some good news.