So I am hoping to find the courage to ttc after a loss in Dec. At 15 weeks pregnant I went for a regularly scheduled midwife appt with no clue that anything was wrong. My appt started with my midwife telling me the results of my u/s looked great and that the NT was perfect. Then she got the doppler out and checked for a heartbeat..there was none. An u/s that afternoon confirmed the baby had stopped developing shortly after 13 weeks. I had a D&C the following afternoon and I've been dealing with the loss since. We were told because of how far along I was and the fact that I had a D&C that we really should wait a minumum of 2 cycles before trying again. I just had AF so we should be able to start trying in March. I waited and waited for AF to arrive and was a tad excited when it finally did because we could really start talking about trying again but it was all replaced with anxiety really quickly. I go from wanting to be pregnant now to never wanting to get pregnant again (I already have 2 boys). Just wondering how you all mustered up the courage to do it again? I admit to having stalked this board recently and wanted to say I am so sorry for all of your losses. I really am in awe at the strength that some of you have. Having experienced this once is more than enough, my heart breaks for those of you who have experienced this multiple times.