So, as excited as i am about TTC (I hope it happens this cycle!) I just found out that my husband and / or myself (if i am not preganant) will more than likely be deploying at the beginning of next year. (we are in the military) and for hopesake lets just say that i am pregnant then so i would not deploy. Then for me that means that he wouldnt be here for the delivery of our 1st baby. It just brings me to tears to think about this. I have already cried about it and i am about to start crying again just thinking and talking about it. We dont have a lot of friends here. There is really only one other couple that we hang out with and i know that they would help me and be there for me, but i really am scared to feel all alone, which i would feel with out him here by my side. And our families are so far away (mine are in GA and his are in TX) and i dont know if either of our families would be able to be here. In which case i really would be alone. and i just cant imagine going through pregnancy and delivery alone, but i guess that that will just be something i will have to deal with when and if the time comes. and i still hope that we get pregnant soon, regardless of what the future holds as far as deployments go. i know in my heart that The Lord will see me through, and help me be strong. but never the less i still worry about it...