Looks like I'll be starting Progesterone tonight *sigh* My levels kind of flat lined since the last blood draw :-( How depressing!
Well, hopefully AF will be here on the 17 or 18th... how convenient... that's when I would've hit the end of 1st trimester if I didn't m/c.
I'm really not looking forward to injectibles :-(
so... I think I may have ovulated before I had the u/s...
my u/s was on Weds... I think I O'd on Monday. Wouldn't the dr. be able to see if I ovulated? Hmm...guess we shall see.
I'm having symptoms, but can't read too much into it because of the progesterone *sigh* I just want this week to fly by so I can move on... one way or the other!!!!
Still having symptoms... tested today and BFN, but it's only 11 DPO... I have to go get some tests so I can test tomorrow morning, Sunday and Monday.
My last progesterone suppository is Sunday night... meaning AF should be here shortly after that :-(
I've been a major B*tch today... I just want to rip someone's head off... guess AF is on her way!!! *sigh*
On a positive note: I got an upright freezer delivered today!!!! YEAH!!!!!!!! I'm sooo excited!!! I have so much produce from my garden... I've been canning and freezing. My 2 small freezers (the ones above the fridges) are FULL to the brim!! I actually emptied out the one downstairs and put it into my new BIG freezer :-) YEAH! it was such a good feeling! Tonight I will transfer the stuff from my upstairs fridge.
Anyway... until tomorrow! I can't wait to test!
Definitely BFN.... AF has come and gone... DH and I have decided to take a med and RE break until after the Holidays. It's killing me, but we need it. Our next step is injectibles :-( I'm scared as hell, but I want a baby so badly.
I'll update when I can.
I'm so down today... I don't know if it's because I'm so damn tired or if it's the stress at work or what *sigh* I hate feeling like this. I just want to curl up in a ball and cry.
I want a baby so badly and it hurts when everytime I turn around there is someone else announcing their pregnancy :-(
Infertility SUCKS... even the word "infertility" sucks... we should come up with a better name!!!
Wow, it's been a while since I posted!!! AF started today (w/o Progesterone!!!).
DH and I talked a lot over the past month... we decided to not wait until after the Holidays... we just keep flip flopping on the whole thing, but we finally made a decision to just go for it. DH was diagnosed with Type 2 diabetes and well, if he can poke himself multiple times a day to check his sugar, I can poke myself with needles! We both really want a family to share our house with... I mean, what's the point in having a house if there are no kids to fill the bedrooms??? Not that we have a huge house or anything, it's only 3 bedrooms, but still!
So, I'll be calling me RE to set up CD 3 u/s and blood work!!! EEK! Nervous but excited!
So, had my u/s on Tuesday morning :-) b/w came back good, so... I started gonal -f injections that night... The first shot was bad... I totally worked myself up about it. In actuality, it was not bad at all... didn't hurt, didn't bleed... woo hoo! I was so proud of myself for doing it! Last night's shot went a lot better and I'm sure tonight's will be even better :-)
There are a bunch of us on the Clomid board who are doing injectibles! We are all around the same CD too!!! It's great knowing their are others going through this!!! I mean, I wish no one else HAD to go through this, but it's nice to know I'm not alone.
I have u/s tomorrow morning at 6:30 am :-) I'm praying I have some good follies growing in there! woo hoo!
So, u/s and blood work today... man, this getting up at 5:30 is for the birds... God bless all of you who do it on a daily basis!!!!
I have 4 follies on each side!!! YEAH! 1 is at 7mm and 2 are at 6.5 mm... the rest are smaller. So, I continue on 150 IU gonal-f. Tuesday I go back for another u/s and more blood work!
I have to tell you ladies... I'm such a worry wart... the injections aren't bad, they aren't, but my mind plays tricks on me... like "oh, why did my body do this, is it a reaction" blah, blah, blah... stupid *sigh*
But, I'm getting through it... I just hope Tues. is good and I can stop the injections! Wishful thinking I know.
So... u/s was okay... not much growth on the follies :-( WAH! But b/w showed an increase in estradiol! woo hoo! It's up to 107... still 4 follies on each side. I've been continuing with the same injection amount. I go for u/s and b/w tomorrow.
I keep praying that the follies are good tomorrow so I can trigger!
Had u/s and b/w yesterday... my largest follie was at 10mm, so I had to wait for my b/w to come back to see if when I should trigger or whatever. So, I get a call from RE's office... they said to trigger and then we will have IUI on Saturday morning. I questioned why trigger b/c my follie is only at a 10... they said I started my Lh surge so by the time I O, my follie will be ready. So, MIL came over last night to do the trigger. She was so nervous... she did it last time I had the trigger, but this time she was really nervous. I felt so bad putting her through this, but I know she wants to help us anyway she can! Thank God she's here because DH wouldn't be able to give me the trigger! He'd pass out!!!
I'm not feeling too hopeful this cycle... I'm trying to stay positive and trust in the doc but to trigger when my follie is only at a 10 just doesn't make sense... *sigh* Maybe I should've pushed harder???