WE BD LAST NIGHT WOOOOO!!!!
Lol what an announcement to make!!!!!!!!
Yes, last night, i though bf would still be too tired, but instead he pounced on me!!! I guess he cant handle a few days without it lol!!
Anyways this means we may actually have a chance this cycle after all as i had quite sever O pains yesterday. Last cycle when i had O pains, FF confirmed i O'ed the following day so fingers crossed.
I usually O at about day 19 so im wonering if its been delayed due to my horrible stressful week i have had??
What a difference a bit of bd'ing makes, i feel and woke up so much more positive!!!! And its the weekend!! Yayyy!!
I didnt get sore boobs until about 6 or 7dpo! Im not sure what this means? Perhaps its just a different cycle, perhaps it is because i stopped the ovulex or maybe i could be getting my bfp! I hope so, im not sure if i can cope seeing af again! I have a real good feeling this cycle, almost like i know this is going to be the bfp. But then again, is it just my mind playing tricks and telling my i am because thats what i want to hear. I guess we will find out in a few days! Im going to try and not test until af is late, this may be a little difficult though as im not even 100% sure on my O date. So, i may cave in and test in 3 or 4 days. I'm just finding it so difficult with all the pg talk at work!!! I wish it was me!!
I caved in and started testing only to keep getting bfn's. Anyway, af arrived today so i guess its on to cycle #7 now. Im reading to start temping again, and i had a brand new monitor arrive in the post from the manufacturer so thats good. I just need to remember not to let it take over mine and bf's relationship this month as i dont want him to suffer with my craving for a bfp. Meanwhile, i feel so sad for one of my colleagues, she went for a 2nd scan (at 9 wekks roughly) and was told it was dead. I cant even begin to imagine what she is going through.
Day 16 of my 7th cycle! Wow i cant beive it!!! Anyway i got my first high day today so hopefully o is around the corner. I started temping again this cycle as i had a good break from it. So far we have bd every other night and im trying not to get obsessive to bf over it like last month. I havent even told him it is the right time and its easier that way, at least then he wont feel the pressure so much. Found out another colleagues wife is pg - thats 4 in my work place so far, hey who knows, i could be the 5th!!
So im 100% sure i o'ed on day 19. I had a pos opk on cd18 and peak reading on cd19 with definate o pains Rhs on day 19. We bd'd 3 days before my high day and also on my o day so timing was quite good i think. I have been speaking to one of my friends at work who is also ttc, she has had 3m/c and been trying for 10 years so i really feel for her. Its given me some wonderful support talking to someone who is doing all the same things as me and i think it has helped her talking to me also. We have both said how wonderful it will be if we get pg together this month. I think she is only about 5-10 days o behind me so we are keeping our fingers crossed. Im going to try not to analyze every symptom this cycle as i really felt pg last cycle and i wasnt so i guess it just goes to show you can never be truly sure until you get that bfp result.
Yes, i got solid crosshairs on FF confirming that i O'ed on cd 19. Im now 5dpo and doing very well not to obsess over this 2ww. If it has happened then greeeaaattttttttt!!!!! but i need to refrain from convincing myself it has worked or i end up facing more disappointment than i can bear.
Yep i tested as af due tomorrow and got another bfn. My temps are still up but i think thats because it has been soooooo hot the last couple of nights. I just cant stand the thought of worrying about bd timing etc etc for another cycle, my heart sinks when i think about it, its so frustrating!! And to top it all of at work today, a ladycame in with 2 gorgeous 7 week old baby twins. They werent hers, she was fostering them. Apparently the mum who already has 2 other kids 'cant cope' with them so gave them up. I know i shouldnt judge but it made me so mad when all i want is my first baby with all my heart!!!
So im spotting now and my temp dropped below the coverline and got a bfn so af is definately on the way
With a new cycle in mind i bought some zinc tablets and omega 3,6 and 9 capsules for bf as its meant to be very good in helping those swimmers (which bf thought was rather funny lol) and makes their tails curly haha!!
Cycle 8 - OMG!!
Im on day 5 now - yes af did arrived. I was so disappointed and upset, probably more so than i have ever been. I think now im onto cycle #8 im just going to get more and more upset the more bfn's i get.
I had my first session of acupuncture yesterday, it was better than i thought - didnt hurt just kind of scratchy. The only thing i didnt like was the woman left me for 30mins with the needles in (which is normal) but she left me in a cold, bright lit, not-very-relaxing room!! So i may try someone else for another session next week!!