Ok, I'm all caught up now. I'm sorry you are having an emotional day today. That's never fun. I'll be your positive side today! You KNOW you are beautiful! Clint says all the time how beautiful you are and what an amazing family you have!! I have no doubt you will be pregnant this time or next month <3. You are amazing, you know that?? You have gone thru SO much over the past few years~what an emotional roller coaster! And look at you! Still strong as ever and the most wonderful wife and mama and FRIEND! I say this all the time...I wish we lived closer! I really do.
I'm here for your venting pleasure my friend!
And thank you Susan and Melinda for the hugs. They mean a lot. I'm still feeling funky. Steven entertained Erin while I took a long shower. That was nice, because these days I usually have to tell Erin to shut the shower door when she repeatedly opens it while I'm showering.
I'm getting ready to go to bed. Hopefully the sleep will help me!
Hey you -
Hope today is better. I agree that sunshine helps. I'm glad Steven entertained Erin for a while so you could have some alone time. I wish we lived closer too!
You are a strong person. You are beautiful.
Here are some things designed to give you a small chuckle:
Because, really, why the heck do those things exist if not to brighten our day a bit?
My mood is sour again today. I'm not sure what it is. I'm not hopeful about this month at all...and I think that has gotten me down. I started to think about if the IUI's don't work. We are willing to do IVF, but I really want the IUI's to work- they're less invasive and less money. Ugh. These mood swings are getting me down.
I just want one more baby. I just want to be pregnant one more time....I just want to feel the special bond between a mother and her unborn child...I just want to hold one more newborn.
For some reason, this morning I'm wondering if I'll ever feel that. I don't know why I'm so down and out. You all probably think I'm a hormonal wreck with the way my mood has been this week.
I'm sorry you're feeling so down about the IUI. Don't give up hope yet though for this cycle. I've got everything crossed for you. You will hold your own newborn in your arms again, that I am sure of.
I remember when my preschooler was learning about patience (as IF he's mastered it! LOL!). He said to me, "Mommy, it's hard to wait." How true are those words for all of us? In the midst of waiting, in creeps doubt. It certainly may have a hormonal hint, but it's also human nature to want an answer: ASAP, please.
Expect the ups and downs, looking forward to the 'up' days. We're here to support you. Cheerleader ----->
What does the doctor say about expectations? How long before a BFP would register? And is there a window to conceive? It's been a while since I took biology 101, then add the fertility science.
I guess what I'm trying to say is, I know it's hard to wait, but a beautiful life has been picked out for you. We just don't know when (ASAP, please). Don't give up hope, give up the doubt (God will take it for you). Lots of Love and Hugs!
"Cast all your anxieties on Him b/c he cares for you."
I Peter 5:7
Jessica, MS, CCC-SLP
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