Hmmm.... so I'm not sure which side is gonna win. I think both have follies on them.... I can feel the right, however I always feel the right. However I noticed when I was leaning up against something today I could feel the left, so yay!
Other than that, not a whole lot to report TTC wise.
Hmmm... still no positive opk, although I tested this am, not in the evening like I normally do. So who knows, I may try and BD again on sunday, doubting it will happen though. I'm honestly not really feeling it this cycle anyways...
I'm getting really discouraged about TTC. I feel like I'm surrounded by pregnant women. I mean come on now, they're in front of me in check out lines, there's a lamas class that meets when I leave for work, so I walk past at least three. Half the girls I work with are pregnant. Hell, I even had a pregnant waitress serve us on my birthday! It's just really depressing.... I never feel anything on the left, so I almost feel like it's pointless to try right now. I'm just reallly upset about it, and at times I feel like DH isn't entirely on the boat. I mean we've had this discussion before. And I know he's not someone to do something he doesn't want to, I just feel really discouraged and reading into things too much.
CD 15 - still a neg opk, and only small amounts of EWCM, ? o pains
*sighs* So I'm trying to relax, I realize stressing over O will not help the situation. However I'm hoping it will happen soon because my cervix is getting softer, higher, and pretty open.
So we'll probaly BD again sometime in the next two days. Baby fever is definately bad this month. I don't know if it's cause it's the holidays, or I'm starting to feel the pressure from everyone else. I usually get asked a few times a week, if we're trying or what not. Not to mention it just felt like I was surrounded by pregnant women....
However I have a pretty fun week planned, so hopefully that will help!
Monday - Work, ? dinner w/a friend
Tuesday - Work definately dinner w/a friend
Wednesday - Off, Hannah Montana Concert!
Thursday - Off, Visit mother, and another friend
Friday - Work, and birthday party!
So mainly I'm excited about wednesday. It'll be my first "in charge/the adult" experience so I'm kinda excited about it. Everyone keeps telling me it will be good practice.
CD 16 - Loads of EWCM!, I wasn't able to test opk wise because I realized I didn't have any.... although I'm sure it would of been positive. So we managed a BD. So overall I'm pretty happy. Also, I'm sure it's the left side which is even better. So this will be the first cycle trying with the good side, so I'm really excited and hopeful.
CD 17 - Still EWCM, temp went up slightly, o pains
So had a bit more EWCM today, so I figure O tonight early am.... that puts me at a possible EDD of August 27th, which I find a bit unnerving. I'm not sure what I think of that, however not gonna worry about it unless I actually get a BFP.
Had a pretty good day, although I was disappointed DH was in bed by the time I got home. I wanted to chit chat with him considering I really won't see him tommorow. Tommorow should be fairly fun. I have quite a few errands to get done in the morning then I figure maybe a small nap and then I'll go get the girls and off to the concert we go! I'm pretty excited because we're really close.
*sighs* I'm such a post *****, I update this thing a lot. Well, I'm still waiting to O.... and I know I say every day now that I think this is it, but CM is drying up, so tommorow we shall see.
So I was reading the article Mel posted, most of it I knew. However I never really knew how soda affected TTC.... I'm partially wondering if that's why my O is so delayed because I really downed the soda for a while there. So I'm thinking I'll have to go back to drinking water again. It's not like I dislike it, it's just that I like soda more lol!
So guess who still hasn't ovulated? Yeah, that would be me.
In other news, ovaries hurt like hell today. Not sure what to think of it, I don't really have any EWCM, so who knows at this point. I figure either AF is going to show up anyways, I'm going to O, or I have cysts. Of course we can't BD tonight either since DH isn't feeling well and honestly I'm not pushing the issues. I don't feel like it either, and I'm just so sick of dealing with this cycle. I just want it over with already.
I just don't feel like I can do this naturally. I know it's way to early to be saying that, but I just dont' feel it happening.
So I finally ovulated. It was such a weird O too.... I had basically no EWCM, maybe a bit of watery/sticky, really bad O pains for two days and that was it. I got positive opk's and a temp shift though, so here's to the 2ww!
So I'm really, really nervous right now. I just refused to go in for call. I'm not really sure if I can do that. But there's at least 8inches of snow on the ground, plus more to come. The thing is not an emergency and doesn't have to be done today, they just want to. There's technically someone else there to do it. So I'm not sure what's going to come of it. I'm probaly going to get in big trouble would be my guess...
But I refuse to kill myself because someone wants to be a cowboy. I know my car will not make it through this snow, I know it. If it was work, it's one thing I'd be there. However I am not about to kill myself for something that doesn't have to be done. So needless to say we'll see if I have a job on tuesday.
So I'm doing fairly well not obsessing this month. I have a few twinges/questionable symptoms, but you know what? I'm not really marking them on FF... if I think it's worth mentioning I'll put in the notes, other than that going with the flow. I think it's because it's the holidays and I have other things to deal with. I had a bit of irrability yesterday, but I really think that's because of the way I woke up and way the day went. Got a bit testy with DH today as well, however I had a huge headache and just didn't feel like dealing with it. I'm glad the final couple days will be busy.
Tommorow - work days, eye dr appointment, and dinner with dh
Saturday - work noons, bake cookies, maybe go to target
Sunday - clean house, work noons
Monday - clean or bake, go to parents, go to friends
Differences so far this month from last cycle - Really late O. Obvious O pains. No tender breasts right away, minimal CM in LP.
So I'm loosing hope already, although I tried not to really hold out any hope. Temp went down a bit today, so it looks like it might be a slow fall again. Only time will tell I suppose.
Still having some minor cramping today, (TMI - really noticed during/after other O)... no sore boobs yet either which is probaly the oddest symptom. I keep poking at them to see and nothing, I suppose maybe a smige of tenderness, but nothing like last month. CM has been minimal too, but I crack that up to O'ing so late.
If I don't go buy a test today, it's likely I won't be testing til wednesday/thursday. I'd really like to test wednesday if AF doesn't show up then. So I think I'll just wait. I may cheat and waste an opk though.