I got my period on my fourth day late. I am still having symptoms and AF was very short. Im not going to look too much into it though. I still dont think I am preggo. Anyways, I have been MIA for a little while. I probably still will. There has been A LOT going on this past week. Things HAVE died down a bit but I probably still wont get on much. I spent entirely too much time on here before and the that is time I should be spending with my family or getting things done. Also, being on here ALWAYS put TTC on my mind. I am going insane and OBSESSING!! I am really done and really just going to put everything in God's hands. For how long, Im not sure. Anyways, GOOD LUCK to everyone and I hope you get what you want soon. If not then it's not in God's will just yet. Hang in there, He does everything for a reason.
I havent been keeping up with my cycle too much so I have NO clue what cd I am. I could figure it up but I am about to get me some so I dont have the time, lol. Seriously ha ha ha ha. Ok, I know...tmi. Anyways, I am still having some symptoms...the same ones I posted previously. I just found out DH may not deploy so YAY!!! Good news. Let's just hope it is true.
A blonde, wanting to earn some money, decided to hire herself out as a handyman-type and started canvassing a wealthy neighborhood. She went to the front door of the first house and asked the owner if he had any jobs for her to do.
"Well, you can paint my porch. How much will you charge?"
The blonde said, "How about 50 dollars?" The man agreed and told her that the paint and ladders that she might need were in the garage. The man's wife, inside the house, heard the conversation and said to her husband, "Does she realize that the porch goes all the way around the house?"
The man replied, "She should. She was standing on the porch."
A short time later, the blonde came to the door to collect her money.
"You're finished already?" he asked. "Yes," the blonde answered, "and I had paint left over, so I gave it two coats. "Impressed, the man reached in his pocket for the $50. "And by the way," the blonde added, "that's not a Porch, it's a Ferrari."
Do you all remember when I would wake up nauseous, tired ALL THE TIME, smelling everything, yadda yadda?? Well, it has stopped but now my daughter has all those symptoms. WEIRD!! Apparently it wa just a really weird bug. Haelyn (my daughter) gave it to one of DH's friends and he has the same symptoms except he actually threw up. That really just blew my mind. It lasted for almost 2 weeks with me. The only thing I have they dont is the colostrum thing. Anyways, I just thought I would share and update everyone. Weird, huh??
It is times like this that sometimes I wished I DID temp or check my CM or CP regularly. You know, the times of trying to figure out, "Did I ovulate??" I checked my CP a week ago and it was medium and hard. I checked it today and it was low and hard. That makes me wonder if I ovulated. If I did, it would have been really early. This one lady in November 08 said something similar happened to her and it turned out she ovulated a week later. I guess I will keep bding and hope for the best.
I am afraid I didnt ovulate at all. The cycle before last I had cysts on my left side which means last cycle I should have ovulated from my right ovary but once again I had cysts on my left. 2 months in a row I ovulated from my left?? Maybe last cycle was both ovaries. Either way I am afraid that means I didnt have any mature eggs to release this time which really sucks cuz we bd really good this time.
To add to the whole I think I may not have ovulated thing...I didnt have fertile CM. I NEVER have eggwhite (maybe that means Im not ovulating AT ALL) but I usually have watery. I had excess but I didnt have watery. It was always creamy.
It looks like my cervix is becoming unfertile. Not sure though, this is the first time I have charted. I am going to hold out til March 1st and test then if I still havent gotten AF. Well, I am going to TRY to hold out. I only have 1 test but if I keep my mind occupied then maybe I will be able to do it...YEAH RIGHT!!!
Now I am sure. My cervix is unfertile and by the pattern it looks like I ovulated on Valentines Day. We bd'd twice but that was 4 days before V-day and then we bd ON V-day. Hopefully the bd on V-day caught the eggy. If it did then we will truly have conceived a Valentine's baby. I'm just no feeling this cycle either though. I am going to make sure I wait til March 1st before I test because I dont want to waste any tests on what I feel like is definately going to be a BFN. Gosh, that sounds so negative, I just REALLY DONT have a strong feeling about this cycle.