Cindy-TTC (I hate the 2-3WW)

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Cindy-TTC (I hate the 2-3WW)

cd 25 If I get pregnant this month I will be do Aug. 28. I think I am driving August crazy with my posts (cuz Im obsessed) so I started this journal. I am 10dpo. I tested this morning with FMU and got a BFN but I still have quite awhile left. I have a very long luteal phase (2 days short of 3 weeks). The past couple days I had cramping but at 8dpo I had nausea. I dont know if all that is pregnancy related or not. I am really excited about my chart though. I had a small dip the day of the cramps, nausea, and fatigue and it shot up after that which could mean....PREGNANCY!!! I hope it does!! Wish me luck everyone and baby dust to all of you.

P.S. The box at the top says to not comment on everyone's journals that it will interrupt them. I DO NOT MIND PEOPLE COMMENTING IN MY JOURNAL!! I wont ever check that other thread so feel more than free to comment here on something I write if you have something to say. Smile

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CD26 So I had a minor temp drop today. 98.2 down from 98.4 It's not that big of a deal. It is still .3 degrees above cover line. YAY! When I temped yesterday the timing was kinda off so I dont know how accurate that one was. My daughter woke up and I got up and put her back to bed and I was talking to her then got back in bed and temped. It said 98.1 which means it dropped .1 I went back to sleep for about an hour and when I woke up then I temped and 98.5. I put it in as 98.4 cuz it just barely made it to 98.5. I dont know which one was more accurate...the .5 or .1. Oh well. I need to stop obsessing and just wait til I can test.

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cd30??
Ok...I missed a few days when I first started temping so I added in a fake one and it put my ovulation day at cd15. If I take the fake temp away then it puts my ovulation at cd19. I did have cramping that day too. If that is the case then why did I have cramping on cd22-24??? I was thinking implantation but that would only be 4dpo so that cant be it. I have had cysts before so perhaps a cyst. That is of course IF I ovulated on cd19. That also could mean my sptting today is implantation spotting at 11dpo. I added a few higher temps the next 3 days and FF said under implantation signs there was a triphasic temp or something or other. So...maybe and hopefully. I had a HUGE temp shift on cd15&16 so how could that NOT be ovulation. Right now my chart is set up with the fake temp. The fake temp is on cd11. I know I will find out tomorrow if AF will come or not. Plus my temp will be taken in 10 hrs, lol. I am just so tired of all this. Once again I have hope...for it to be stomped again on Im sure.

My early symptoms of AF are mushy poop, cramps, and craving sweets. I have been craving sweets but none of the others. My poop today was pretty normal. Im sorry, I know that was too much information. *sigh* I am just ready for a yes or a no.

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3 more days

cd31???
Spotting again. I dont know what is going on. I am just going to keep telling myself AF is on her way so I dont keep getting my hopes up. Every time I start getting some kind of hope something happens that makes me think Im not pregnant I get the feeling of disappointment all over again. Anyways, I am going to test and hopefully end it once and for all on Dec. 25 IF I DONT get my period by then.

Oh yeah, I forgot to mention. I had a temp drop today. Sad One was below cover line. I took it again and it was above cover line. The average of the 2 was right on cover line which FF is considering it above even though it is on.

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CD1 for sure
Last night I woke up with BAD cramps so and the bleeding started so here I am.

I will add more later.

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I'm sorry the witch showed her face, Cindy. I really hope that this next cycle is it for you. God bless & Merry Christmas.

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Thank you! I am ok with it though...its just not my time yet.

cd4
I am still on AF if you want to consider it that. This cycle definately is NOT normal. I got NO sign of AF before I started. I had 2 days of spotting and I NEVER spot. I am having the let down feeling in my breasts and I NEVER get that when I am on AF. The first day of real flow was medium and crampy which is normal. The second day, light. The third day, light to spotting. The 4th day, spotting. None of that is normal. I think it was still heavy enough and crampy enough so it wasnt just a period during pregnancy. I dont know. I think it is just AF trying to spark a little more hope in me just to crush it. Sad

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cd 7 I think

We have decided to just let it happen. If in a few months we dont get pregnant we will go back to trying but I dont know. I think last period my have been a chemical pregnancy but there is no way of knowing for sure now. Anyways, so back to letting it happen. DH deployment keeps getting moved around so we dont know when would be the best time as far as him not missing birth or much of the child's life. We decided to just let God do His work. There are too many toss ups in the air so we will leave this as a toss up too.

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cd12

Ever since we decided not to actually try but not prevent, time has been FLYING!! I cant believe it has been almost 2 weeks already!! I am about to ovulate!! That is so CRAZY!! All in all, it is NICE not to have to wake up and temp. How accurate is that temp? Maybe my mouth was open when I was asleep so my mouth is cold. Is that an implantation dip? What happened on this day?? IT IS ALL OVER!!! YIPPEE!!! I knew it would be nice but I didnt know it would be this nice. Now that I havent been looking for every little thing with my body Im not OBSESSING over every little thing. I have much more time in the day now cuz Im not always online researching and comparing. IT IS GREAT!!! WOO HOO!!!!! MUCH less stress!!

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Never argue with a woman

cd13

I have a link to my journal in my siggy but I hardly ever write in my journal and it is kinda boring. If I have time I will try to do a joke of the day til I run out of jokes. Do not no matter what EVER take offense to my jokes!! They are just meant to be fun and a boredom buster. I will put in the subject line what it pertains to...eg: woman joke (may be taken as sexist), arkansas joke, redneck joke, etc. If you see the subject line and think you may not like the joke or take offense, DONT READ IT!! I am in NO way sexist, racist, or ANYTHING else to do with prejudism against ANYTHING!

One morning, the husband returns the boat to their lakeside cottage after
several hours of fishing and decides to take a nap.
Although not familiar with the lake, the wife decides to take the boat out.
She motors out a short distance, anchors, puts her feet up, and begins to
read her book. The peace and solitude are magnificent.
Along comes a Fish and Game Warden in his boat. He pulls up alongside the woman and says, "Good morning, Ma'am. What are you doing?"
"Reading a book," she replies, (thinking, "Isn't that obvious?"). "You're in a Restricted Fishing Area," he informs her.
"I'm sorry, officer, but I'm not fishing. I'm reading."
"Yes, but I see you have all the equipment. For all I know you could start
at any moment. I'll have to take you in and write you up."
"If you do that, I 'll have to charge you with sexual assault," says the
woman.
"But I haven't even touched you," says the Game Warden.
"That's true, but you have all the equipment. For all I know you could
start at any moment."
"Have a nice day ma'am," and he left.
MORAL: Never argue with a woman who reads. It's likely she can also think.

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joke: breast examination

cd14

A lady went in to the doctor for a breast examination.
Doctor: Im sorry ma'am Im going to have to num your breasts. Do you mind if I num yourr breasts?
Woman: No, not at all
Doctor:ok, num num num num num num num num num num

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CD15

MAN! I realized earlier today that (using last month's time period, temps, calendar, everything) I am supposed to ovulate today. If I did then there is a pretty good chance. We BD last night and this afternoon. *sigh* I wish I could see in the future. I want a baby and so does DH but I DONT want it when he is going to deploy or when he is going to miss most of the kid's life. I am leaving it up to God but it is SO hard! I want to interfere and NOT have sex right now so we dont get pregnant right now. Like I said, I want a baby right now but I dont want dh to miss everything. I DONT know what is going to happen so that is why I need to keep my faith. DH may not deploy. If he does, it may not be at the time we think it is going to be. He may not be gone as long as we think he will be. There is just so much I dont know so that is why we decided to just let it happen. I need to not think about this and just go on with my days and if I get pregnant in the time frame I think may not be the best time then it was meant to happen for a reason. Ok, Im done...for now.

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cd 16

I think I might be in the 2ww now and that's all I can think of now. GGRRRR!! I said I wasnt going to do this and here I am...starting to obsess. Im not even sure if I ovulated or not. Anyways, so I have 17 days til AF is due so we will find out. Just 2.5 weeks to go. YEE! lol *sigh*

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joke: surrogate father

The Smiths were unable to conceive children and decided to use a surrogate
father to start their family. On the day the surrogate father was to
arrive, Mr. Smith kissed his wife and said, "I'm off. The man should be
here soon" Half an hour later, just by chance a door-to-door baby
photographer rang the doorbell, hoping to make a sale.

"Good morning, madam. I've come to...."
"Oh, no need to explain. I've been expecting you," Mrs. Smith cut in.
"Really?" the photographer asked. "Well, good. I've made a speciality of
babies"
"That's what my husband and I had hoped. Please come in and have a seat"

After a moment, she asked, blushing, "Well, where do we start?"
"Leave everything to me. I usually try two in the bathtub, one on the
couch and perhaps a couple on the bed. Sometimes the living room floor is
fun too; you can really spread out!"
"Bathtub, living room floor? No wonder it didn't work for Harry and me"
"Well, madam, none of us can guarantee a good one every time. But, if we
try several different positions and I shoot from six or seven different
angles, I'm sure you'll be pleased with the results"
"My, that's a lot of....." gasped Mrs. Smith.
"Madam, in my line of work, a man must take his time. I'd love to be in
and out in five minutes, but you'd be disappointed with that, I'm sure"
"Don't I know it," Mrs. Smith said quietly.

The photographer opened his briefcase and pulled out a portfolio of his
baby pictures.
"This was done on the top of a bus in downtown London"
"Oh my God!" Mrs. Smith exclaimed, tugging at her handkerchief.
"And these twins turned out exceptionally well, when you consider their
mother was so difficult to work with"
"She was difficult?" asked Mrs. Smith.
"Yes, I'm afraid so. I finally had to take her to Hyde Park to get the job
done right. People were crowding around four and five deep, pushing to get
a good look"
"Four and five deep?" asked Mrs. Smith, eyes widened in amazement.
"Yes," the photographer said, "And for more than three hours too. The
mother was constantly squealing and yelling. I could hardly concentrate.
Then darkness approached and I began to rush my shots. Finally, when the
squirrels began nibbling on my equipment, I just packed it all in."
Mrs. Smith leaned forward. "You mean squirrels actually chewed on your,
um......equipment?"
"That's right. Well, madam, if you're ready, I'll set up my tripod so we
can get to work."
"Tripod?????"
"Oh yes, I have to use a tripod to rest my Canon on. It's much too big for
me to hold for very long. Madam? Madam? ....... Good Lord, she's
fainted!!"

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Why its great to be a man

cd17

- Your butt is never a factor in a job interview.
- Your orgasms are real. Always.
- Your last name stays put.
- The garage is all yours.
- Nobody secretly wonders if you swallow.
- Wedding plans take care of themselves.
- Chocolate is just another snack.
- You can wear a white shirt to a water park.
- Foreplay is optional.
- You never feel compelled to stop a friend from getting laid.
- Car mechanics tell you the truth.
- You don't give a rat's ass if someone notices your new haircut.
- The world is your urinal.
- Hot wax never comes near your pubic area.
- You dont have to drive to another gas station cuz this one's just too icky.
- Wrinkles add character.
- You don't have to leave the room to make emergency crotch adjustments.
- Wedding Dress $2000; Tux rental $100.
- If you retain water, it's in a canteen.
- People never glance at your chest when you're talking to them.
- The occasional well-rendered belch is practically expected.
- New shoes don't cut, blister, or mangle your feet.
- Porn movies are designed with you in mind.
- Not liking a person does not preclude having great sex with them.
- One mood, all the time.

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I Hate Stupid People!!!

I am a part of the yahoo freecycle. (yahoo freecycle is an online group where people give things away they no longer need) I like being a part of it and I have been able to give so much away to people who need or want it but the moderators of the group are STUPID DUMB B**CH*S!!! First off I am trying to give away my kitty. I posted her on there and someone said they for sure wanted her so I told everyone else she wasnt available anymore. Well, the lady didnt come get her so I tried to repost the cat on the group. The moderator kicked it back at me and said I have to wait 2 weeks. Whatever! In the meantime I put a picture up of the cat (which we ARE allowed to do). THEY ERASED THE PICTURES!!! They didnt just erase the pictures, they erased the WHOLE ALBUM!!!! WTH!!! So I waited the 2 weeks...Sorry, I was 2 hours short of the 2 weeks. If they kick it back at me cuz it was 2 hrs short of 2 weeks I WILL BE PISSED AND THERE WILL BE A FIGHT STARTED OVER IT!!!!!!! I reposted the pictures of the cat and they better NOT delete them this time. There is a man who put pictures up Nov. 27th and THOSE are still there. There are other old pictures still posted but I didnt pay much attention to them. I HATE STUPID PEOPLE!!! Why would they pick ME to do this to?? Oh, also I wanted to get some things for a friend who is getting her own place. I posted on their that I wanted mailable household necessities. They didnt let it go through cuz they said I had to post each thing individually but no more than 3 wants a week. I saw a thread that said...large area rug dresser portable dvd player toys...THATS 4 THINGS!!! Once again I ask...WHY DO THEY PICK ME TO HASSLE?? I NEVER did ANYTHING!! GGGRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!

Ok, so I know this has nothing to do about TTC but I needed to vent and I figured I would do it here instead of making a new thread somewhere else. So once again, Sorry! After all...our emotions are somewhat tied to our cycles, right??? *sigh* ok, I'm a little better.

GGGGGGGGRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

MUCH BETTER!!!!! ahhh

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I just wanted to say that we both are in the 2WW. My big day was the January 6th and now I'm trying to talk myself into being pregnant. I'm pretty sure I've given myself every pregnancy symptom known to man in the last several days. I think with charting and temp taking and all that when it actually comes to DTD and TTC we can't help but obssess. Anyway just wanted to say good luck.

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I agree! It has been much relief to NOT temp and chart. At times I do find myself starting to obsess but that is usually when I am bored and have nothing to do so I start looking into the whole pregnancy thing. :goodluck: to you too!!

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CD21...WOO HOO, getting closer

I woke up this morning and felt like I had AF cramps. It never came (nor is it time to come) so I wonder what that was. It's a mystery to me!!! I think I am 5 or 6 days past ovulation so I dont know if that means anything. Oh well. Hee Hee

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Blonde Joke

An airline captain was breaking in a new blonde stewardess. The route they were flying had a layover in another city. Upon their arrival, the captain showed the stewardess the best place for airline personnel to eat, shop and stay overnight.

The next morning, as the pilot was preparing the crew for the day's route, he noticed the new stewardess was missing. He knew which room she was in at the hotel and called her up wondering what happened. She answered the phone, crying, and said she couldn't get out of her room. "You can't get out of your room?" the captain asked, "Why not?"

The stewardess replied: "There are only three doors in here," she sobbed, "one is the bathroom, one is the closet, and one has a sign on it that says 'Do Not Disturb'!"

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Sex Joke

There was a man and woman traveling along in their car. The man was driving when a police officer pulls them over. The officer walks up to the window and says "Did you know you were speeding back there." The lady (who is almost deaf) said to her husband, "What did he say, what did he say?" The man turns to his wife and said, "He said I was speeding." The officer then said "Where are you from?" The man replied "Chicago" The wife then says "What did he say, what did he say?" The man turns to his wife and said, "He wanted to know where we came from." The officer then said "You know, I had my worst night of sex ever in Chicago." The lady then says, "What did he say, what did he say?"

The man turns back and says "He says he thinks he knows you."

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CD24

Since Im not temping anymore I just used my temps from last month. I set my chart up exactly the same this time but it said I ovulated cd19. Last month (same chart) it said cd15. WEIRD!!!

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cd28

I am either 9dpo or 13 dpo. All I can say is I am glad I dont have any pregnancy tests cuz I would definately be POASing. Especially now since I have to pee and I have yet to pee this morning. In other words, I am still hanging on to FMU and it is calling a pee stick.

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Three sons left home, went out on their own and prospered. Getting back together, they discussed the gifts they were able to give their elderly Mother.

The first said, "I built a big house for our Mother." The second said, "I sent her a Mercedes with a driver." The third smiled and said, "I've got you both beat. You remember how Mom enjoyed reading the Bible? And you know she can't see very well any more. I sent her a remarkable parrot that recites the entire Bible. It took Elders in the church 12 years to teach him. He's one of a kind. Mama just has to name the chapter and verse, and the parrot recites it."

Soon thereafter, Mom sent out her letters of thanks: "Milton," she wrote one son, "the house you built is so huge. I live in only one room, but I have to clean the whole house."

"Gerald," she wrote to another, "I am too old to travel any more. My eyesight isn't what it used to be. I stay most of the time at home, so I rarely use the Mercedes. And the driver is so rude!"

"Dearest Donald," she wrote to her third son, "you have the good sense to know what your Mother likes. The chicken was delicious!"

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CD29
I asked the group of ladies on the Oct 08 board what day they think I ovulated and they all said CD15 which now makes me 14dpo. I want to test! I am going to wait til I AF is late if she is. 14 DPO...That is CRAZY!! Any other cycle I would have tested like 3 times already. Time has flown. I feel great!!! Not to mention I found someone who has the same EDD as me. That wuld be pretty cool if we both get BFP's this month just so we can stick together this nine months. I cant help but think of the down sides. 6 mo preggo on the beach this summer, and DH maybe leaving around time of birth. *sigh* only time will tell!

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Deaf husband (joke)

A man goes to his doctor and says, “I don’t think my wife’s hearing isn’t as good as it used to be. What should I do?”

The doctor replies, “Try this test to find out for sure. When your wife is in the kitchen doing dishes, stand fifteen feet behind her and ask her a question, if she doesn’t respond keep moving closer asking the question until she hears you.”

The man goes home and sees his wife preparing dinner. He stands fifteen feet behind her and says, “What’s for dinner, honey?

He gets no response, so he moves to ten feet behind her and asks again. Still no response, so he moves to five feet. Still, no answer.

Finally he stands directly behind her and says, “Honey, what’s for dinner?” She replies, “For the fourth time, I SAID CHICKEN!”

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CD34

Still no AF. I tested yesterday (not FMU) and it couldnt have been any whiter. I really dont think I am pregnant but I hate it when AF toys with me like this. These are my signs...

tender breasts (not sore)
sleeping bad
lack of sex drive

When I was preggo the first time, after my missed period my breasts hurt so bad I could have killed over. I havent missed AF yet but I think it is just AF tender breast and not preggo tender breast. The sleeping bad I think is for different reasons other than AF or pregnancy. Lack of sex drive....NO CLUE!! That one caught me off guard.

I dont know what to think. I had a really painful cyst so I know I ovulated. Maybe we will see in a couple of days.

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Anniversary joke....cheating

Bob and Nancy were celebrating their 50th wedding anniversary. After 50 years, Bob wanted to know if Nancy was always faithful. Bob asked, "Have you ever cheated on me?" Nancy replied, "Yes, three times." "What?!", yelled Bob, "When?" Nancy said, "Remember when the septic tank flooded back in ’69 and we couldn’t afford to fix it? I convinced the plumber to fix it for free." "And?" Nancy said, "Remember when you needed heart surgery in ’75 and we didn’t have insurance? I had the doctor treat you for free." "And the third time? "Do you remember when you ran for mayor back in ’89 and you were behind by 200 votes..."

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CD35
Adding to my list of symptoms...heightened sense of smell. I still think it is a symptom of AF not pregnancy.

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3 days late...and woke up nauseous 2 days in a row. Everyone on the boards seems to think I am preggo. I am still refusing to test til I am 7 days late.

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Just an update...

I got my period on my fourth day late. I am still having symptoms and AF was very short. Im not going to look too much into it though. I still dont think I am preggo. Anyways, I have been MIA for a little while. I probably still will. There has been A LOT going on this past week. Things HAVE died down a bit but I probably still wont get on much. I spent entirely too much time on here before and the that is time I should be spending with my family or getting things done. Also, being on here ALWAYS put TTC on my mind. I am going insane and OBSESSING!! I am really done and really just going to put everything in God's hands. For how long, Im not sure. Anyways, GOOD LUCK to everyone and I hope you get what you want soon. If not then it's not in God's will just yet. Hang in there, He does everything for a reason.

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I havent been keeping up with my cycle too much so I have NO clue what cd I am. I could figure it up but I am about to get me some so I dont have the time, lol. Seriously ha ha ha ha. Ok, I know...tmi. Anyways, I am still having some symptoms...the same ones I posted previously. I just found out DH may not deploy so YAY!!! Good news. Let's just hope it is true.

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blond joke...I WOULD BE SOOO MAD!!!

A blonde, wanting to earn some money, decided to hire herself out as a handyman-type and started canvassing a wealthy neighborhood. She went to the front door of the first house and asked the owner if he had any jobs for her to do.

"Well, you can paint my porch. How much will you charge?"
The blonde said, "How about 50 dollars?" The man agreed and told her that the paint and ladders that she might need were in the garage. The man's wife, inside the house, heard the conversation and said to her husband, "Does she realize that the porch goes all the way around the house?"
The man replied, "She should. She was standing on the porch."

A short time later, the blonde came to the door to collect her money.
"You're finished already?" he asked. "Yes," the blonde answered, "and I had paint left over, so I gave it two coats. "Impressed, the man reached in his pocket for the $50. "And by the way," the blonde added, "that's not a Porch, it's a Ferrari."

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Do you all remember when I would wake up nauseous, tired ALL THE TIME, smelling everything, yadda yadda?? Well, it has stopped but now my daughter has all those symptoms. WEIRD!! Apparently it wa just a really weird bug. Haelyn (my daughter) gave it to one of DH's friends and he has the same symptoms except he actually threw up. That really just blew my mind. It lasted for almost 2 weeks with me. The only thing I have they dont is the colostrum thing. Anyways, I just thought I would share and update everyone. Weird, huh??

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Let me figure this up real quick...CD 15.

It is times like this that sometimes I wished I DID temp or check my CM or CP regularly. You know, the times of trying to figure out, "Did I ovulate??" I checked my CP a week ago and it was medium and hard. I checked it today and it was low and hard. That makes me wonder if I ovulated. If I did, it would have been really early. This one lady in November 08 said something similar happened to her and it turned out she ovulated a week later. I guess I will keep bding and hope for the best.

I am afraid I didnt ovulate at all. The cycle before last I had cysts on my left side which means last cycle I should have ovulated from my right ovary but once again I had cysts on my left. 2 months in a row I ovulated from my left?? Maybe last cycle was both ovaries. Either way I am afraid that means I didnt have any mature eggs to release this time which really sucks cuz we bd really good this time.

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To add to the whole I think I may not have ovulated thing...I didnt have fertile CM. I NEVER have eggwhite (maybe that means Im not ovulating AT ALL) but I usually have watery. I had excess but I didnt have watery. It was always creamy.

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CD18

GUESS WHAT!!! I am SUPER fertile (according to cervix) VERY close to ovulating if I havent yet. We bd yesterday so GO "Y" SPERMIES GO!!

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It looks like my cervix is becoming unfertile. Not sure though, this is the first time I have charted. I am going to hold out til March 1st and test then if I still havent gotten AF. Well, I am going to TRY to hold out. I only have 1 test but if I keep my mind occupied then maybe I will be able to do it...YEAH RIGHT!!!

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Now I am sure. My cervix is unfertile and by the pattern it looks like I ovulated on Valentines Day. We bd'd twice but that was 4 days before V-day and then we bd ON V-day. Hopefully the bd on V-day caught the eggy. If it did then we will truly have conceived a Valentine's baby. I'm just no feeling this cycle either though. I am going to make sure I wait til March 1st before I test because I dont want to waste any tests on what I feel like is definately going to be a BFN. Gosh, that sounds so negative, I just REALLY DONT have a strong feeling about this cycle.

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OH MY GOSH!!!

6dpo!!! It came up on me FAST!!

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7dpo

TONS AND TONS of CM. What could this mean??

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religious joke (not a bashing joke)

It has been a long time since I have posted a joke so here you go.

A couple had two little mischievous boys, ages 8 and 10. They were always getting into trouble, and their parents knew that if any mischief occurred in their town, their sons would get the blame.

The boys' mother heard that a clergyman in town had been successful in disciplining children, so she asked if he would speak with her boys. The clergyman agreed and asked to see them individually.

So, the mother sent her 8-year-old first, in the morning, with the older boy to see the clergyman in the afternoon.

The clergyman, a huge man with a booming voice, sat the younger boy down and asked him sternly, "Where is God?"

The boy's mouth dropped open, but he made no response, sitting there with his mouth hanging open.

The clergyman repeated the question. "Where is God?"

Again, the boy made no attempt to answer.

So, the clergyman raised his voice some more and shook his finger in the boy's face and bellowed, "Where is God!?"

The boy screamed and bolted from the room. He ran directly home and dove into his closet, slamming the door behind him.

When his older brother found him in the closet, he asked, "What happened?"

The younger brother, gasping for breath, replied: "We are in real BIG trouble this time! God is missing, and they think we did it!"

Joined: 10/02/07
Posts: 95

Around the time I ovulated I really didnt have a good feeling about this cycle. We BD the day OF ovulation and then twice 4 days before. There is still a good possibility but I just wasnt feeling it. Well, like I said before at 7dpo I had and obscene amount of CM. I read somewhere on the internet that could be associated with implantation. Yahoo That caused stress. I was fine before thinking we werent going to make it this cycle cuz that left me with no stressing or obsessing but since 7dpo I started thinking well maybe I have a chance. AF is due march 2nd and I planned on testing march 1st. I want to test NOW. Im not going to though. I am going to wait til atleast Thursday when I will be 14 dpo. That should be far enough along. I will have the car that day so I can go out and buy the stuff to tell DH with if it is a BFP. Hopefully it will be. Anyways, that is whats on my mind for today. I have to keep telling myself DONT TEST YET!! I am 11dpo today.

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Joined: 12/24/07
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did you test?!?! any symptoms?

Joined: 10/02/07
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Hey! I have tested. BFN BUT...I STILL have not started my period. I am 12 days late as of 3-14. I had a doc appt 2 days ago but I wasnt able to go. I wont get in again til April sometime. I have been kinda depressed, that's why I havent been around much. I am just getting really frustrated, especially after I read that 75% of couples get pregnant within 6 months. If I knew I was going to be in the lower end of odds I would have played the lottery. lol Anyways, symptoms...not so much. Hungrier and sleepy. Oh, and funny sensations in lower abdomen. Boobs are fine, no m/s, I just dont know. I think I am just having a PCOS flare up. Sad Unfortunately!!! Thank you for reading and for asking!! Smile

Joined: 10/02/07
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Those of you who have been following along on my journal I have something new to add.....IM PREGNANT!!! I guess I am moving on to having a pregnancy journal. Hopefully I wont be back here. Smile