My first journal entry-ahhhhh how refreshing. I am writing to myself here- hoping that this month will be the conception month. I'm a little bummed out that we went to Hawaii on our 5th wedding anniversary last month and didn't conceive there, but I know God has a plan for us. While we were away we BD'd so often, so I am a little nervous that we won't be "doing it" as much here at home and that the chances are much more slim. I thought we were preggo from all of the symptoms, but again like many women, the mind plays evil tricks on us. And I wasn't sure about wanting children, but after taking tests thinking we were preggo and crying when I found out I wasn't, I now know it is our time to have kids.
We started fertility friend to see how that works out. It is so cute. Hubby wakes up early for work and after he showers he wakes me up, HE takes my temp and charts. I love it. I told him I don't want to be alone in this and he offered to be MY nurse, since I care for so many other people as a real nurse.
So we are now charting and just going to BD every day now around possible o-time.
So hopefully in about 10 more months I will look back on this entry and think "remember when you were sitting in the office after taking Poppy to the Neurosurgeon getting great news, the 4th anniversary of Gram's passing and a Matt Dusk concert at World Cafe Live"- how stressed I am over all this, and for nothing after a little miracle is headed our way!