OK NOW IM LATE & I THINK I SPOKE TOO SOON LAST NIGHT...
I woke up and temped- 98.5 high same as yesturday.. CP- HMC... CM-Sticky...
I guess that my little medium-open i detected last night- perhaps i was off?? Maybe thats why they tell u to check your cervix same time each day because it changes.. I really thought it felt a bit open last night- not much but a little.. I dont feel pregnant.. I dont know whats going on.. Now its very obviously high, medium firm and closed. I still dont want to waste a test and test early. I want to wait and see. Well thats it for now. Im still tired so im going to lay back down for a bit.
Final thought of the day- NAUSEA IS GETTING WORSE.. If this keeps up one more week im going to see my family doctor. Something is making me very sick to my stomach and isnt getting better. Prob another kidney infection- but i hope not..
Ok so- My temps are still high.... But when i went to enter them in my chart this morning it said i was 17DPO... By all reasoning that couldnt be true because AF would have shown or Id be preg with a BFP by now. So i took away the iffy OPK on CD 20. And low and behold i recieve bold crosshairs for an O date of CD 25.. That not totally normal for me but i was also under alot of stress.. I do remember that CD25 my FM read high until CD29 when i read low again. So this is possible.
At the moment with my new crosshairs im 12DPO.
Who knows what my bodys doing now? 3 different O dates. Im kinda getting sick and tired of this cycle and i just want a deffinate answer soon.
POAS this morning. BFN.. I dont get it? Whats going on with my body. I really hope AF shows soon because im getting pretty agravated! I will call my OB in the morning to see about getting a shot of provera. I thought my cycles were finally regulating but this cycle is showing me waay different.. Im so angry right now and frustrated that im literally Thank goodness im getting ready for church. Maybe God will put me back into a nice good mood. Because right now i want to cry because the stupid witch wont show up!
14DPO (for the 3rd time) my temp dropped this morning- YAY! Maybe AF is on her way so i can move on from this frustrating cycle.
But then again i also didnt get much sleep last night. I took my temp at the consistant time i always do, but I had a bad dream last night and woke up on top of Sydney also waking up twice. So im not very sure if my temperature is credible this morning. I hope so. I hope i start spotting today and AF comes to visit.
Its now 8pm 14DPO CD 39.. Im now cramping pretty hard. I swear AF will show soon. Hopefully anyways. Im ready for her so i can move on to a new cycle. Lets hope i dont have to wait much longer for something more definate.