Here I am, once again waiting out those few weeks before we can begin TTC our last little blessing. It's been a rough 6 months, but I'm optimistic that the future will hold great things for me and my family.
My name is Holly and I'm 25 years old. I met my husband in 2003, and we were married June 18, 2005. Shortly thereafter we were blessed with a daughter, Addison Lynn (6.1.2006). She was such a good baby, very mellow and easy going. When she turned 9 months old, we decided we wanted to try for another little baby and we were blessed with another daughter, Lauryn Rae (11.29.2007). Lauryn is very different from her sister. She was colicky from the beginning and is very clingy and fussy. However, when she's happy, she's so sweet!
We began our TTC journey in December of 2008. After 3 long, wacky cycles I got my BFP on February 23. I was due Nov. 8, and both my husband and I were so excited. On April 8 our excitement turned to disappointment as I discovered that our little "lovebug" has stopped growing and had no heartbeat. I was devastated.
I had an S&C and four weeks later I thought I had gotten my period. We were on track to start TTC again. Two weeks after my cycle had started, I started bleeding heavily. I was scared and taken to the hospital where they determined that during the first S&C they had left behind some tissue. On May 28 I had a second S&C and am now recovering. I feel a sense of peace now and am looking forward to the time we are able to TTC again. We know that we have an angel above looking over us.