Well, I got a new thermometer yesterday and I haven't missed my O yet. My temp was down this morning, so hopefully I'll be Oing soon. I have a feeling it may be a late O with all the spotting I had going on. I guess we'll see what happens over the next few days.
I had some good CM earlier this morning and nothing since. I'm thinking maybe I Od today :shrug: It'll be interesting to see what my temp does in the morning. We got some BD in last night but won't be able to tonight. We have company staying in the house and I don't feel right DTD with them here. Hopefully I O, but at the same time I don't wanna miss it either. It's a toss up!!
I think the waiting is the hardest part. I hate waiting to O. At least after you O, you have a time frame for when you can test, or when you can expect your period. Waiting to O is a lot harder, especially when it seems to be so inconsistant. I've got my fingers crossed that my temp jumps tomorrow. We'll see what happens!!
Still have not ovulated...I just don't know. What is going on with my crazy body?? I did look at some old charts of mine and with these strange periods I was having, I didn't ovulate until CD18 or later. Today is CD17, so maybe in the next few days.
Our company is gone, so maybe we'll get in some good BD. I was worried about her when she left today. She left earlier than expected, and I thought she was upset with me. Turns out she was spotting, and was freaking out. She had a m/c earlier in the year, and just found out last week that she is pregnant again. I'm concerned for her, and this is what I worry will happen to me if and when I get pregnant again. This is also why I'm scared of getting pregnant right now while my periods are all wacky. I told her to call her OB in the morning and to keep my posted, so hopefully she's ok.
My temp went up a bit this morning :yahoo:
I don't wanna get my hopes up, but it's the little things that make me happy right now. I don't know if they're up due to O, but they're up!!
2dpo
I got my CHs!! According to FF, I Od on Monday CD16. I'm so happy that my body is working in that I Od, but am not sure how good of a chance we have. We BD on CD13, 15, and 17, so we didn't hit O day, but the day before and the day after. I'm so excited :yahoo:
I also put in a call to my OB this morning. I was looking through some of my old charts on FF and realized that I've been having these wacky periods since June of 2008. That's over a year :eek: I just want to be pro-active, instead of waiting around for another m/c or something to happen. I'm not sure what to expect, and I don't know that she'll see me, but a friend gave me her OBs number and if my doctor won't see me, I'll find one that will :)
Anyway, just had to share the happy news that I Od!!
The doctor just called back, and while she wasn't too thrilled about making an appointment she did. She said that she wanted me to wait 3-4 months because it takes a while for my body to get back to normal, and I said to her that my periods have been off like this for a year, even before the m/c. So, against her will I have an appointment on July 29 at 2 PM
3dpo
After entering my temps this morning FF moved my CHs from CD16 to CD17. I personally am much happier with that O date. I had some wicked cramps on Tuesday night and thought I was Oing, so it makes more sense to me. We also BD that day, so I think it gives us a better shot. So it'll be interesting to see what happens over the next few weeks.
I have a horrible backache today. It's probably from sitting too long at the computer and obsessing over my temps ;) I know it's to early for any true signs yet, but my tatas have been tender both last night and this morning too. That was my first true symptom with Lauryn, and I remember I was only 4dpo, so anything is possible. I don't want to get my hopes up only to have them crushed, so I'm trying to not think about it, but how can I not? I've been waiting for this for several months now and I'm so thankful to be back in the TTC game!!
I've been looking at baby things online too. DH and I found a stroller that we both really like, so we've decided that we'll sell the double stroller/car seat combo and use the money towards a single travel system. We're also selling our baby swing because it's lived through four babies and cannot possibly make it through another one. Both of the girls liked the bouncer better, so we may just get one of those. It's so excited to start thinking of some of those things again...yay :yahoo:
4dpo
I've been nursing a headache all day and it's really getting to me. I get migraines quite a bit, but this is just a typical headache that will not go away. The girls just finished taking a bath, so once they go to bed, I'll throw in a movie and lay down on the couch.
I looked in the mirror earlier tonight and I am bloated. I looked like I was 3-4 months pregnant...good golly! It made me both sad and a little excited. Totally sad because I'm missing my LB, but excited that maybe it's a sign that I'll have my baby belly soon. That or I just ate too much :ROFL: I've also been experiencing some cramping in my abdomen, but I get that feeling a lot, so it's not an accurate sign. This is why I hate the 2ww. I analyze every single twich, cramp, and pain. Ugh!!
I'm due to test on July 18, which would make me 11 dpo, but I might test on Friday. It's my birthday, and it'd be a kick *** birthday present to get a BFP. Keeping my fingers crossed!!
6dpo
Today has been kind of a blah day for me. I was so feeling it the past few days thinking for sure that I'm pregnant, but I really don't want to get my hopes up only to have them crushed come Saturday. My boobs are still insanly sore, but aside from that and the backache I've got, I don't have anything really today. My temp dropped a little today. I don't know if it means anything, but I guess we'll see what my temps do over the next few days. It's probably a good thing I don't have an HPTs in the house, or they might be used. I'm really trying to hold out until Saturday and it really depends on my temps too. If they're going down, then I'm not going to test. Come on Saturday...I want the week to fly by!!
7dpo
I have had horrible cramps on and off today. They feel like AF cramps but I mostly feel them in my back. I'm starting to think maybe this isn't my month. I also had a huge temp drop this morning. It was still above the coverline, but it was pretty low. I am anxious to see what it does tomorrow. Not much else to report. My boobs are still a tad bit sore, but they also feel a lot fuller. I usually don't notice them, if that makes any sense, but I do now.
I start my part-time job this evening. I'm excited and nervous! I decided to get a part-time job to help with all of the medical bills from the m/c and to try and clean up some of our other bills. Hopefully I can do that!! So, I work tonight, tomorrow my mom will come visit the girls, Thursday my sister and I will set up for our rummage, and then Friday is the rummage, my birthday and the David Cook concert :yahoo: Hopefully the rest of the week will fly by, and depending how my temps are tomorrow and Thursday, I may sneak out and buy a test. If they're still pretty low, then I'll probably wait. Wish me luck!!