I never thought I'd write a TTC journal... Not for any other reason other then the fact I normally fall pregnant quite easily... Normally I can decide one month that we're going to have a baby and by the end of it I'll be pregnant.
However, when it comes to carrying a pregnancy, it's somewhat harder.
Yesterday I suffered my 5th miscarriage, 4th in a row. I had such high hopes for this last pregnancy - I really thought it'd work out. Unfortunately it didn't so hear I am having to actually plan a pregnancy for the future.
Well, we aren't actually TTC yet... More getting ready to TTC.
I have a Drs appointment on the 7th May. I intend to get my Dr to refer me to a recurrent MC clinic for tests. I want to know... I need to know if there's a problem with me and whether anything can bedone to help or whether it's really just fate smiling (!) upon me everytime I end up MCing again.
I'm going to carry on taking Pregnacare Vitamins, I'm not going to go back to drinking alcohol on a regular basis, I don't smoke so that's not an issue and I've started taking exercise ona daily basis by way of going for a walk with the boys and/or Martin.
Hopefully in 6 months time we'll be all set for TTC again, and next time I have high hopes it'll work out.
So, this is where I'll be writing about our journey! I'll be writing tons of boring stuff about how I'm feeling, my Drs and health and stuff like that!