An overwhelming urge to have a baby overcame me a little over a month ago... coincidentally the same night DH stocked up on condoms lol. He was a little surprised when I whispered in his ear as we were BDing that I wanted to have a baby, but the look we exchanged at that moment is one I will never forget, and so began our journey on TTC#1.
I cant guarantee to be funny and entertaining like most the other mommies to be here, but I know Im truly going to enjoy coming back and pouring over these memories someday when Im done with this TTC journey. =)
So Im 19 years old. I've been thinking about whether or not mother nature would be on my side on my TTC quest. So far I've come up with
I dont smoke.
I dont drink.
I have never been on any BCP.
I'm not overweight.
No history of m/c or infertility.
I get my AF every month regularly.
I have a pretty high stress life lately.
I've never tracked anything like temps, CM, or bodily changes like soreness or O pains.
Hopefully I get a BFP within the next couple months!!!!
My first time POAS will be on 8/21.. I can't freakin wait =) I've already started picking out baby names.. my DH gets no say in that :P
I'm on cd19... I never realized how slow 2 weeks can go. I might be staying with my parents for a few months, so that means if I dont get pregnant this month, I'm gonna hafta wait a while until we start trying again. That would suck!
So anyways, today I caught DH watching A Baby Story on TLC and he goes, "I want one.. thats all I'm missing in life right now". It was sooooooo sweet, he makes me so happy. I want to give him a baby. My biggest fear is finding out that theres something wrong with me.. I dont know what I would do. I've been told by my Gyn before that I have a T-shaped uterus, but I dont know what that means. She said there was nothing wrong with that. I sure hope she's right. I hope DH is healthy too, cuz I know it would crush him to find out theres something wrong with his sperm factories.
Le Sigh... I'm gonna test on the first day of my missed period... so 11 days to go. =)
big boy swing!
I wish I had temped and tracked CM before trying to get preggers so I had an idea of when I ovulate and how my body works. Right now its all just one big guessing game... with me jumping on DH every opportunity I get. :P
DH is adorable. I was talking to him about it, and he's all like, "I had no idea making a baby was so complicated.. I thought doing it once unprotected would suffice!" (He had never let go inside me before).
Other than that, there isnt too much more to say. I've been a little upset with DH because he's been working alot, and spending less time with me. A girl can get lonely!
big boy swing!
So I took my first HPT this morning. it was CD27, but since I've never tracked my cycle before Im not really sure how long it is. I got my first BFN. It hurt more than I thought it would, especially since its only my first month trying. Im gonna test again in about a week if AF doesnt show by then.
DH hugged me alot and comforted me.. but at a time like that the only comforting thought is a BFP. Im not even sure if I'll be able to try again for about a year because I might be going away for a class and only see DH every couple months. THAT SUCKS.
I love you Alex.
big boy swing!