Well, after some more faint bfp's, I started spotting today. So I guess I am not preggo after all. in fact, I would bet that I am actually miscarrying a VERY early pregnancy. Which is horribly sad. I cannot imagine getting TWO false positives and not having something going on in there, ya know?
Anyway, I am glad I never told DH. And I regret telling everyone else now, because for some reason its emberassing.
So journal, you and me are gonna be spending some time together!
haha, that was an angry post! I am much better now, lol.
So heres something spooky... Two years ago, AF started on the same exact day (OCT. 7) and i got pregnant that cycle with Everit, whos due date was July 15th (born July 2nd)... kind of weird that if we caught it this month I would have THE SAME EXACT due date!
I have been thinking on this, and I am not sure I want to have a baby in July again. I dont want to take away from Everits glory, ya know? But I am still gonna try, and let God make that decision, lol.
So I had a chat with DH about "cycles" lol. I rambled on and on about the fertile window, the signs, the importance of timing, yada yada.
This was his response "So, we get to do it like at least every other day, right?"
Gotta love that man!
And and! not TTC related, but surely helpful... there is a small possibilty of us moving into a house by November first! Long story, but we will find out today! Lots of prayers that it happens!
ETA: No go on the house. Which is fine! I actually realized after much prayer, and allowing my true feelings to surface, that I was not ready to move out yet. Crazy huh?
And I wrote this on facebook... I liked it. Copy and paste!
What you thought you wanted, you didn't. What you didn't realize you needed, you did. When you thought you had to walk through the darkness BEFORE you saw the light, you were wrong. Blessings, enlightenement, and understanding can come at a...ny given moment. Trust your intuition!!!!! For it comes from HIM.Read More
Ugh I have the worst cold! Icky! Ryan is sick too... and I am just waiting for Everit and Andy to catch up lol. I think e is feeling poopies today.. he is entirely too calm to be feeling normal. Right now he is lying on my bed watching Dora. SO NOT LIKE HIM!!!
I am recording CM as dry... although I cannot be sure because of all the BD juices and the fact that every time I cough or blow my nose I pee a little (thats what two amazon children will do to your bladder, )
SO after seeing the EWCM yesterday (scant, i must admit... but very there) we BD last night. I laid down for 1/2 hour after, making sure not to stand up and let anything "drip" lol. After 45 minutes, I had to pee.... so I know I lost some there.. just hoping everyone got inside before I "dropped them off at the pool!"
Today, i cannot tell if I have more EWCM or if its leftovers. I marked EWCM on FF, just because... I plan on BD every night! I already know DH is potent, so I am not too worried about reducing the quantity! LOL!