Now that we decided this week that we will do IVF w/ICSI, it is time for me to start keeping this up.
We have been through so much in the last few weeks - first with the devastating news about Jon's morphology; all the mishaps at the doctors office, and then trying to weigh all our options and work out the costs etc.
I have started out feeling so optimisitc and great, but tonight the fear and doubt have really started to creep in...
I so want this to work, but I am so terrified that it won't. I can't face the idea of not being pregnant in a couple of months.
Hopefully tomorrow will be better. I have only taken 2 bcps at this point, and all I can do is take it one day at a time.