I decided to name my new journal Let Go, because that's this years motto for me. It describes everything I don't do, and represents everything I should do. Somehow everytime I see the title it gives me a little bit of calm... if only for a second.
Next month marks TWO years of TTC. I loathe it. I feel like I'm so "lost", and not fitting really anywhere now. No offense to anyone, but I often feel like the questions that are brought up are so amatuer to what I am going through anymore. :roll: The turnover rate on the board is unbelievably quick, which is the opposite of my BFP! I try to look at things from a different perspective... as a believer in a higher power, (only one), I find myself trying to figure out what he is doing and why the time isn't right... right now! I keep hoping our dreams aren't slipping through the cracks and getting lost in all the millions of other prayer requests. Hate to think of it that way, but I'm a visual person 8)
I'd like to share my prediction... please don't mind the typos- if your anything like me it surely takes away from the "jist" of it.
I am seeing BOY and FEBRUARY, so this is either birth month, concieve month or the month you find out in
When it comes to your son would tell you that he is someone who is always helping people or at least offering to . He is someone who is polite and friendly and always goes above and beyond what is asked of it. I think that this includes even things at home. Always has no problems with helping with things around the house, usually chooses to do things that involve being outside, where he can also listen to some music on his headphones. I think tha tyou will find that he is a real music nut, and just loves to listen to it at anytime.
he is someone who loves to help others, I see him helping alot around the neighbourhood as well,a nd you will find that he often will go and cut their grass if they are not able to and does not expect to be paid.
I do think that he is someone who shows good responsibility will have a paper route that he takes quite seriously. He is someone who loves to play hockey and is often known to help with other type activities that they do with the sport. I think that its "community" related.
When it comes to career paths, I see him linked as a "medic". I do believe that this is linked to what a paramedic would do, but have a feeling that your son is trained really well and often provides his service "abroad" does teaching, and also helps smaller communities with things like thatl.
When it comes to marriage I see him clsoer to 27, theyw ill have one girl and one boy of thei rown.
I think this week I am going to go to the health foods store and check out Vitex. I hear a lot about it from people, its especially being known for helping PCOSers. So... we shall see.
Pink eye. :evil: :evil: