Here I am trying to maintain my sanity on this very hard road.For me,Its not easy.I have to deal with my 20 year old who is 5 months pregnant and dealing with her.Like she is causing me so much stress lately I don't feel like trying anymore.
Yesterday,she called me saying she thought she broke her ankle,could I come and wait with her at ER while her grandma picks up my middle daughter.
(***Note:My oldest and middle daughters both live with my ex-MIL.My youngest lives with my sister.***)(Long story on why they don't live with me)
Anyways,I got in the car,and went to wait with her.And On the way to the ER whileI was talking to my DH on my cell phone trying to get directions,he gave me the directions.DH he had a 20 minute break from pickups, and would wait with usfor 20 minutes,but had to leave and go around the corner to do a pick up.(DH is a delivery/pickup driver)
After he left,she went back and had x-rays and what not.So then I got real dizzy,so they signed me in to be looked at.By this time,she was done,and waited for me.I had told my daughter that she needs to call home to let everyone know what was going on.She told me no....may times.After doing all the blood work and tests,they sent me on my way.In the mean time,she did call grandma to pick her up.She gave me,my DH and my daughter the 3rd degree like we did something wrong.
Now...she (my exMIL)is bipolar.And boy did she go off.
This morning she went off on me again.This time she told me that I could never see ,or speak to my daughter again.That means I am never going to be able to see my grandchild.And as I write this,I am in heavy heart,and tears.Right now I dont want to try and make a baby with my husband.She(exMIL) told me if I tried to adopt my grand baby,she would call protective services on us.Why???I haven't done anything but help my daughter out and just love her.
I hate Aunt Flo.This month she is really heavy.My husband wants to BD,but my cramps hurt really bad,that even though I want to,I just don't feel good.I sure will be glad when my reversal date gets here.Oh well,until then,I have to be patient.