The Miller's TTC Journal
I'm Jess, I'm 26 and I'm married to Paul, who is 30. We were married on December, 1st, 2007 and we have been off birth control since April 2007, keeping up with charts, etc since November 2008.
I'm really to the point of complete frustration and mental breakdown. I have another TTC journal on my wedding forum from when we got married and am still a very active member. Most of the ladies are supportive on there and with luck and babydust but majority of them just don't understand what its like to deal with being childless when you want one so bad. Thats why I've decided to start a journal on here. Please give me any ideas and opinions and advise, especially on how to talk your hubby into getting a SA. He is so against it, I think he's just scared that its him since I've been preggo before with another man but miscarried.
So here we are again....a month later and still not pregnant and again in my 2 week wait. I'll be able to test a week from today. Hubby finally agreed to get an SA and we see the Dr on Monday at 11am. Hopefully they will be able to tell us whats going on and if it can be fixed, even if they tell us we'll never be able to have children, I'd rather know that now then years of disappoint each and every month.
Hubby and I have an appointment with my GYN this morning and hopefully a semen anaylsis also this morning at 11am. I'm so ready for it to be here, I think I gave myself a migraine tonight just thinking about it. I'm been at work since 8pm last night and have to work until 8am this morning, luck for me, it is already 5:15 here. I plan on going home and showering and shaving, just in case, and then doing some laundry until I pick Paul up from work at 10:30.
I'm going to be so exausted!!!!! I also have to work another 12 hour shift tonight. BLAH!!!!!