I've finally gotten enough nerve to start my own journal. My name is Missy and I just turned 33. :shock: My dh is 40 and we have a ds who will be 2 on Saturday. We've been TTC for 13 months. That in itself, took forever to say. I've been wanting to do this, but everytime I started, something stopped me. Who knows?
I think I've always lived in the denial world. You never think something would happen to you, but the older you get, the more reality hits. I think this reality has been the hardest. With ds, it took 4 months to get pg, but this time we haven't been as lucky. My cycle is pretty normal, DH s/a was normal and the HSG came back ok, but still no luck. I've used the OPK tests for the last 7-8 months and I just finished my first cycle on clomid (50mg).
I know there are many others who have been ttc for way longer and I just don't know how you keep your positive attitudes. Me, on the otherhand, have gotten pretty depressed about it. I don't know if its hormones rearing their ugly head or just plain depressed.
However, I'm taking back over starting today. I saved up and bought an elliptical trainer, I've been eating healthier, and getting a good amount of sleep. Bring on the baby!