It makes me terribly sad.
I turn 31 this year.. I'll be living in a 3rd world country... I'll be away from everyone and everything I know.
N.es said he doesn't think it'll be the 2 years I'm thinking.
Why was I thinking it was going to be another 2 years you ask?
Well... we have to be trained to run the ministry school there... 2 years is how long our mentors have agreed to stay on until us or the other couple there get the hang of it.
He says it won't be 2 years like I'm thinking.. He said he feels like God is going to shift something and give us our TTC date.
I guess I should take some sort of comfort in knowing he's at least on board.
Patience and long suffering.
I have always said I wouldn't want to work after giving birth..
God gives His children the desires of their heart.. maybe I need to reevaluate how I'm looking at all of this...
So I just posted something on the "Just let it happen" board.
Just let it happen.
I think tonight.. after our friends wedding.. I think I'm going to spend some time in prayer thinking about what this move really means.