Well I am 17DPO and I know I am not pregnant so where the heck is AF
Its driving me absolutely crazy
Im tired Im grumpy and Im PMS'ing all over the place.
Its 11.30am and Im still in My P.J's
looks like I have managed to ovulated twice in one cycle. how weird is that!!!!
Looks like I ovulated twice this cycle.
I am today 8DPO and feeling very lazy....lol
I have also had quite sore BB'ies the last few days.
Unusual for me but it could just be because I O'd twice and I should have had AF already and been on to a new cycle.
Im so bloated and just feel plain ugh!!!
anyway I have my appt with the new RE next monday which also happens to be 14DPO so I will test if I have not started bleeding by then.
If I do happen to get a BFP then perhaps the RE could help me keep the pregnancy. If I do get BFP then it would be the fourth pregnancy in four cycles.
The last 3 years for me have been an extremely rocky road for me.
~joined pregnancy.org thinking I knew all about TTC
~found out I knew nothing about TTC
~learned an incredible amount about TTC
~made some incredible and I hope some life long friends on Preg.org
~found a doctor who I thought would help me
~Done 5 unsuccessful and frustrating rounds of injections
~taken a long 6 month break
~found an incredible naturopath who has helped me so much
~done another round of injections with IUI and gotten pregnant
~had a miscarriage
~done 2 more unsuccessful rounds of injections with IUI
~made the huge decision to stop TTC all together
~gotten pregnant on my own after making that desicion
~had another miscarriage
~made the decision that we were not meant to give up
~decided that my doctor was not going to help me
~made the decision to find another doctor
~ got pregnant again
~got pregnant again
~got pregnant again
~seen my new doctor who basically told me that IVF was my only option
and we would aim to start some time in August.
~had my IVF appointment and will be starting 2 months earlier than planned!!!!!!
~In that time I also......
*helped martin run, start a business and then close the business, *rearranged and repainted my house(well helped martin),
*chauffered my mother in law,
*mended a relationship with my mother, as well as maintained my house, *kept up with you guys on the net.
*looked after my niece at least once a week and my firends baby once a week
*seen at least 1 movie a week at the cinema
kinda wondering how I have fitted it all in
the next few months will be filled with a sonohystergram and a hysteroscopy as well as starting the IVF treatment
I tell you what!!!! I am exhausted!! Mentally, Physically and emotionally. I am sure its going to get worse before it gets better. and hopefully its going to end with a sticky pregnancy and a healthy baby at the end of it all, with the possaibilty of more babies to follow!!!!
Man I need to start getting regular on my posting.
I am hoping and praying that I wont need a TTC journal for much longer.
Once I do this first IVF cycle I am hoping I wont need to TTC again till after baby # 1 gets here.
Like I said Its on to IVF for us and we will start as soon as AF arrives which should be either today or tomorrow.
It will be a down regulation cycle which means I have to go on the pill for a cycle so my ovaries have a rest. apparantly you respond better to the injections after a down cycle. I hope so!!
I am actually looking forward to the down part. knowing I really dont have a chance to get pregnant and lose another one before going through IVF is a great big load off my mind.
I hope and pray that this is it for us and we will be holding and April baby in our arms
Turns out that all that bleeding after my HSG on wednesday is not normal at all. In fact I should have had none.
After talking to the guy that did it on wednesday then calling the IVF nurse it was decided that it was in fact
I have already started my IVF Down Regulation Cycle without knowing it.
I start the pill on sunday and everything will fall into place after that.
OMG I am so so scared!!!!
Well I have had a very bad lower back for years now as well as neck problems and I recently heard that chiropractors can help increse IVF success rates so my mum had a talk to her chiropractor who said he would see me at a discounted rate.
Today I went and say him and he asked me heaps of questions, felt my spine and then took X-rays.
looking at the X-rays of my lower back you can see all the bones are squashed together and all out of place.
He said that that area is the fertility area where all the nerve endings and blood vessels go into the womb and ovaries etc and that all of them were probably squashed causing a lot of my fertility problems including my miscarriages!!!!!!!!!!
he manipulated my lower back and heard and felt the crack as the bones went into their right places.
He also did some in the ciddle of my spine and woah!!! I felt them crack back into place too. and you know what........strait away I could feel the difference. and I was standing straiter too.
I really truly hope and pray that this may have contruibuted to my fertility problems and that he has at lease given me better blood flow and a good chance of not miscarrying the next time I get pregnant!!!!
I am going back on thursday to see him again.
wish me luck
Well I have been on the pill now for my down regulation cycle for 5 days and I must say OWE!!!!
damn but my nipples are so sore..
I am hoping to get my IVF plan in the mail today so i can find out when I am supposed to do stuff.
I am also going to be having my hysteroscopy on July 5th and found out on tuesday that I have to be put to sleep for it....ugh!!!
anyway thats me for the moment
UGH got the invoices for the IVF today. I feel so guilty right now that we have to pay out that amount of money to get pregnant!!
It just does not seem fair.
I had what I thought were O type pains last night and this morning. Man I hope I did not O.
I have been extra careful and babydancing has been a big no no ~ Poor Martin ~ but I just cant risk it.
generally you are on BCP's for 21 days. I will be on them for an extra 6 days. its so they dont schedule too many patients at the clinic at the same time.
Next Tuesday is my Hysteroscopy/endo biopsy and for good measure a pap smear.
Not really looking forward to any of it at all.
I will also be starting the syneral nasal spray next friday which will suppress ovulation.
so much happening but it all seems to be happening quite slowly!!
I just want to be pregnant with a sticky baby is that too much to ask for??