My TTC #4 Journal *PG-over to pg journals*
I am still wavering if having four children is the right thing to do right now. I think about waiting but I don't want my last two children to be too far apart in age. So if I am going to do this, I am going to do this now. My last BCP is on friday so we will see what happens. If I do start bleeding between periods, then I am going to have to go back on bcp to get me regulated again which means I will have to wait. I will let fate decide since I can't.
Angie is having her baby via c-section in exactly 1 hour and a half and when I even think about it I start tearing up. I am so happy for her! I will go up to the hospital to see her tomorrow if she is up to it. This would be the hospital that I would have my 4th in as opposed to the Vic that the other 3 were born in. I am glad-it will be different. Almost like the first time...almost...