well today is cd 30, and again I am not sure if I have oed or not.. I took an opk two days ago and it is possible that it was positive, but I am not 100 % sure. Usually when it gets that dark, the next day it is positive, well yesterday I hardly had a line- so I got mad and threw my opks away. Yes I know idiot me. So now I have no idea what is going on with my body. I know I am close to oing or am oing now, but maybe this is just what I need...
Wow it has been awhile since my last post. I ovulated and am now on 9 dpo. I have had a fast 2ww due to working and going to bed by 9 each night.
Here are my so called symptoms:
1-5 dpo- nothing
6 dpo- exhausted, and hungry all the time, cold
7 dpo- tired, bloated in evening, cold chills
8 dpo- tired, heartburn in am
9 dpo- tired,strong cramping in pm
Well it looks like ff was wrong, and I am only on 10 dpo today instead of 12 like it thought. So I woke up this morning to my normal spotting. Which if I am only 10 dpo, then it is probably because we bded 2 days before and 2 days after O. So not that good of a job!!! THis next cycle bd until af shows!! Poor dh!!
I am handling it very well- I am actually optomistic about this next cycle and excited about using my new FM. I also decided to temp so that I would have charts to show my dr. I am not going to stress about it though, which is where I went wrong last go around. It will happen for me!!!!
Well the spotting stopped yesterday, and since af didn't show up I took a hpt this morning and I got a bfp. So now I am freaking out- i guess I wont celebrate until I hear a heartbeat...
Well it has been 2 weeks since my last post, and I am still pregnant. Even though I am optomistic about this pregnancy, I still have days where I am scared to death. My "symptoms" (sometimes I wonder if they are in my head) come and go, and today is a no symptom day- even though my bbs are sore and itchy, and I took a 3 hour nap this afternoon.
Tomorrow is my edd with my m/c, and I am so scared that tomorrow will be the end of this pregnancy. I know their is nothing I can do about a m/c, but I am hoping this one doesn't end that way. I will update soon.
Well it looks like I am having another m/c. Last night I started to bleed, on the exact same day as last time. So I am extremely sad today. I have lost hope but hopefully will find out what is causing my m/c.