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    Well 5 dpo and I have several could be symptoms. Yesterday I felt like crap- headache, nausaus, and tender breasts. I think it was a short lived virus. Today I am feeling better- my back is hurting though.

    I am so happy I decided not to temp. Even though I would like to see what my temps are doing, I am happy that I am not stressing out about it. It is good to not worry about it each morning. We went today and bought a memory foam matress pad for our bed, hopefully it will also help with the no sleeping.

    I so want to be pregnant this cycle. I know I said it would be ok, but it is like all my thoughts are I am. I hate thinking that becuase if I am not I will be upset. I guess I need to start thinking that their is a good chance I am possibly not pregnant this cycle. 7 days till I am suppose to test, that would make me be 12 dpo. I would like to wait until 14dpo, but would also like Clyde to be there so it looks like next Sunday is it.

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    6 dpo- looking at my chart from the cycle I got pregnant- today is the day I started spotting. Either I hope I do not spot (if it is bad) or I spot if good. I do not want to spot if it is the start of a m/c, if not then I would be ok spotting (implantation bleeding). Anyway! I hate this so much, why cant we come up with something that says pregnant the day after you o!!!

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    Well I am 8dpo and I am going insane with pregnancy symtoms. I am not sure if what I have is a symptom or I am just going crazy. I have all sorts of things (sore bbs, headache, backache, lower abdomenal cramps). Today I woke up and have been so nauseas all day. It feels like I need to go to the bathroom but dont (already had 1 bm today). My stomach is very tender around my belly button and the part under my belly button is where it is hurting the worst. Ugh. I eat and am fine for awhile and then it bothers me again. Why does the 2ww toy with me so.. 4 days till testing.

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    Goodness after reading that last post I do sound insane. I started af four days early. She showed up as spotting, and then by yesterday afternoon was bleeding. This morning I woke up in a ton of pain, lots of bleeding, and very light headed. Welcome back to pre- BCP's af. I haven't had one like that in awhile.

    So onto another cycle. I believe I was having af symptoms or a stomach virus. I did feel like crap, so that is why I was thinking stomach virus. I am doing well with the outcome of this cycle. I think it is giving me a chance to continue to heal from my m/c- emotional and physically. So anyway all is good- cycle 2 here I come.

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    I am back and feeling better about this new cycle. I got online and bought not only Opks, but also pre-seed and a new BTT. I have been working at not posting as much and trying as hard to enjoy my time with this process it will happen.

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    Today is CD 11 on my 2nd cycle trying after my m/c. I have taken some time away from the boards, because i not only have been a little depressed I also dont want to get obsessed like last cycle. Last cycle I stressed way to much about what was happening and if I was pregnant. This cycle I am not so stressed- I could care less about my temps, and if I dont wake up to take them oh well. I also am still checking cp, and cm but again am not as obsessed as last cycle. i am not going through the downfall when af shows up.

    I am also a little depressed. I use to love going to the March board to see about the girls that were there with me. I see them now and they are getting so big, and now it just hurts knowing it is not me. So I cant go there anymore. My jealousy is also kicking in which is horrible. I have been posting on ttc 0-12 month board and a majority of the ladies that were there when I started have moved on. I am so happy for them, but then I get sad because I wish I was moving on with them. Poor pitiful me I know!!

    So I have pulled away from the boards. I also want to keep myself busy so that I dont stress out about ttc. Dh is out of town this week, and will be back on Thursday. I have a dr appointment on Thursday to check my cyst again. I am going to use robitussin this cycle starting on cd 20, and still using opks each day!

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    Well I think I am on cd 15, I am not exactly sure of the day. I had my appointment on Thursday to check my cyst, and realized I didn't post the results to that appointment. Well No Cysts!!! Yippee!! I had no cysts, and my Dr. said he saw a lot of follicles in my ovaries. So for once all good news at the drs office.

    I am feeling pretty happy about this cycle. I bought tons of opks, and am testing everyday at the same time- closer to o I will probably check twice a day. I also am drinking Green Tea once a day, and also taking Robitussin to increase cm. I decided that since you are suppose to take it 3 times a day the 5 days before and the day of o, and since I am not sure when O will happen I am going to take one dose from cd 15-25 every other day. Then starting on cd 25-30 I am going to take it 3 times a day. I usually o between those days. I am also using preseed this cycle, even though we havent begun that. We are following the smep plan, so we have begun our bding marathon and will continue until o, which I believe will happen over Thanksgiving.

    I was looking at my chart last cycle and I am starting to believe it was an annovulatory cycle. I got a positive opk, but I am not sure my temp increased since I didnt' temp after my so called o day. I also had spotting mid cycle which I never have, and I also had a very strange period this time. Normally my af is very heavy, but this time it was mostly spotting and 4 days earlier than expected. Putting all of that together I believe it is possible that I never actually ovulated. That may be all hopes though.

    Well I am going to go, not to much to post since not much going on around here. I am just going to continue to bd and hopefully will get a bfp from this cycle.

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    Wow I just realized I haven't posted in a while- Today is cd 26, the day before Thanksgiving, and low and behold I got a blazing + OPk today!! I also this morning got a huge temp dip, which is what happened last cycle too. I am a little nervous about having to bd with family here, but I know it has to be done..

    I am excited still about this cycle, not sure why, but I am not getting to upset about it. I know that if it doesn't happen next cycle we will continue to try, including using a fertility monitor. I will post later on in the 2ww. HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!

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    Well today is cd 29 and I am not sure when I oed. I had a +opk on cd 26 and cd 27, I tested later in the day on cd 28, and it was negative. FF says I could ovulate between cd 26-cd 29. I had a temp rise yesterday but then today it dipped today. I am thinking about not temping but I would like to know if I am ovulating or not.

    I am thinking about taking next cycle off- no opks or anything, just not prevent next cycle. That way I wont have to worry over the holidays about my temp and so on. We will see closer to the time though.

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    Well I am 4 dpo, and I am not too energetic about this cycle. I truely believe I missed the egg and am not going to stress about symptoms during this 2ww. I guess I am just not going to get my hopes up and then be disapointed, I would rather keep my hopes down and then be surprised with a bfp!

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