Thread: not pregnant

Well yesterday I got my visit from AF. Not incredible bad, but not good either. That means not pregnant . I have otherwise had a stressful week.

I think I ovulated yesterday . I have been using a OPK. Did BD, but don't know if it was successful. DH was really tired. We have been doing too much BD. I am trying not to make this like a medical procedure. I have been testing, but not telling DH. I want him to not think I am ONLY wanting him for one reason. I am wanting to try again tonight, but my neice is staying the night. DH has a varicole so don't know about his fertility. Really don't know about mine either. After coming off BCP ovulation has been painful. Seems to get better each month. I have been off OPK for three months. I am not a patient person. I guess I better start to learn it.

We did alot of BD while I was ovulating. Hopefully some worked. Now is just a waiting game. Over the weekend we babysat my neice. I am worn out. I hope I am not too selfish to be a mom.

Well today I feel kind of crampy and my nipples are sore . Don't know if it is a pregnancy sign or weird hormonal imbalance. My body has been like a stranger's body after going off of the pill. I was on it for 8 years. I keep telling myself not to let every little thing make me think I am pregnant. I need to just wait and see if I get AF. My dad wants me to go tubing this weekend. If I am pregnant, don't think it will be a good idea. I will have to think of an excuse just in case. I know this sounds stupid and it shows how obsessive I am. I was thinking the other day . My husband has cousins that are twins and I was thinking, "what if we had twins?" I don't know if it would be a blessing or a curse. I know, just get pregnant first and then worry about the rest.