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Our baby's Story : TTC#3

SO I didn't log in beofre DRrrr then I was a guest - so eventually I will copy and paste everything but that is a lot of posts and a lot of work !! SO maybe one day! LOL!

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so I stil haven't done it!! LOL Maybe tomorrow -! I am off all day tomorrow! Smile Good goal for myself! Smile

I am sooooooo exhausted!!! I started work on Monday and I feel like i might keel over ! LOL! My back hurts sooooooooo bad!! Try feeding a 6 week old on the floor ! No fun!! LOL!

There is a 6 week old baby girl named Isabel and She is sooooo cute!! SO many girly clothes with frills!! My clock is ticking mor enow! Lol

SO I will write more later! I have to go buy a new pr of jeans ! Smile I miss writing in my journal! Smile

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So I am going to try and copy and pste my old journal this is going to take a long time! LOL! Here we go! Smile

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On 2002-08-25 10:57, scubagirlkj wrote:
Well I just discovered this this morning! How cool! Here's some info. about me and the fam. My name is Karin and dh is Gregory we've been married since 4/13/96. We were high school sweethearts. We have two sons- Joel who is 4 5/28/98 and Ethan who is 2 7/16/00. They are wonderful(spoken like any mom huh?!?) :toothy5: We are now TTC #3. :female: perhaps!!This is our first month TTC. DH hasn't been wanting to try. I have. Last month AF was late and we thought I might be PG. That must have gotten Dh thinking b/c now he definatly wants to try. That was all I needed to hear :toothy9:
I am currently only on CD#3 so hopefully I am arming myself with enough info . I can't believe I didn't know any of this before!!!!! They should really teach you this stuff earlier!

That's about all the TTC stuff I can think of- here's some personal stuff-

I am 25 and Dh is too. We've been married for 6 years. We are both going to school and dh is working. I was a toddler teacher at a daycare but sadly :sad7: the daycare closed at the end of June. So now I am out of a job-Not that I mind at all staying home with the boys. I am going to school for graphic design. I was reading about the program and my interest totally got peaked. I love the arts. I love to sing. One of the classes I'm taking at school is a voice class. And I LOVE :love4: theater. IN fact our community theater is having auditions for 'Joeph and the Amazing technicolor dreamcoat' in October and I'm going to trying out. Joseph is my all time favorite show( followed closly by Titanic) . I'm nervous about it but who knows.

I feel so wierd about writing any postings- there are so many women here so are TTC#1 and here I am #3. Sometimes I feel guilty .I am so grateful and Thank God every day that I have my 2. We wern't using any BC(TMI) with my kids ,but it did take 2 trips to the DR. to get pg with them. Only a small problem - nothing like some of you here. Joel was a great pg. One short hospital overnight rapid heartbeat (w/me). Miserable labor 3 1/2 hours of pushing and had to have a c - section :violent1:
Ethan ws not the model pregnancy. Every thing from high blood pressure to spotting at 8 weeks to pre- term labor. I was in the hospital 1ce or 2ce a week from 31 weeks with him. On bed rest too. We made it to 37 1/2 weeks though. This time a c-section no labor. Thank God!!!
Hopefully if I do get PG next time no problems would be nice!!!

That's about it - more later

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On 2002-08-25 12:37, scubagirlkj wrote:
I can't believe it's only CD3!!! :angry2:
I found all this good info now I'm anxious to use it . AF usually last 5 to 6 days so perhaps it's half way over Good ridance! Hopefully for a long time :tongue1:

I'm just axious to see like when I o and stuff. To get my charting down - I was so mad this morning. I want to get into a good habit of temping and I got wokin' up so much last night I can't count it. Oh well , At least one time dh ended up wanting to fool around.
Done venting...

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On 2002-08-26 13:28, scubagirlkj wrote:
SO.. this is my second time trying to write this. I had it all done and then somthing happened with the supid server it said!!! :angry3:

Oh well, so today is CD#4 - I still woke up a lot last night. I must be over stressing this already because I told myself to sleep well because of the night before. I think I got 3 hours of con't sleep so hopefully today counts. I just really want to make it a habit and get into a good pattern. So, AF is really light today- Hopefully she's on her way out( for a long time :happy3:)

I've been thinking lately. My sister, who is 8 years older than me she's almost 33 years old,has been married for just about 2 years and she is trying so hard to have a baby. She thinks she's not getting any younger. She's now taking fertility drugs and is soon to see her specialist again. Part of me doesn't want to get pregnant before her. It would break her heart :love9: She so badly wants to have kids. I already have two. I know I can't plan my life around hers but, I don't want to hurt her either. My sil is also (TTC#2). I think she'd feel bad too but not as bad.

I start school tomorrow and am super nervous!! I hate going into things I'm not familiar with! :confused2:

We spent the weekend looking for new furniture. We have hand-me-down living room furniture now. It needs an update. We're also going to get the boys some bunkbeds. We found the perfect ones for $150.00 cheaper than we thought!!! I love when that happens.

I guess that's it . A sink full of dishes is calling my name!!

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On 2002-08-27 14:07, scubagirlkj wrote:
So it is CD#5

Oh how slow this time is going!! Well, there was a problem again this morning! I finally got enough sleep Yeah I thought I put the thermometer in my mouth , waited and waited.......THen it occured to me there's a problem! I tried to see in the semi- dark so dh could still sleep let me tell you that was not easy . The beeping of the therm. got quieter and quieter. Crap!! So I got up dang it went into another room and looked at it. The darn thing had gone dead! I was SO angry :angry4: It seems this is never going to go right!!!I got back into bed a woke up dh (on accident) then he was cranky too!

Oh well... hopefully I'll get this down I haven't evened O'd yet on my 1st cy and I'm down already!!

In other news I started school today! :confused3: I was so nervous! It went well though and I'm really excited!!

Hopefully I can go to the store tonight and get anew therm. or just replace the battery and this won't happen again!!!

More soon I'm sure-

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On 2002-08-28 09:46, scubagirlkj wrote:
Well, Today is CD#6

I did go and get a therm. yesterday- For $6.00 I didn't want to try and figure out how to replace the stupid battery! Well it worked wonderfully this morning - although my temp was almost a full degree lower then it was last time. Two days ago it was 97.6 and today it was 96.8- I hope that's normal -Look at me freaking out about everything!! :confused2:
I know I need to chill out!

I got an e-mail from my sister-in-law and she is two weeks late. She took a hpt last week and it was negative so she's not letting herself get her hopes up.(like she could not right?) No news on my sis. I don't even know of she went ot see her dr. yet.

Why don't our husband's understand our compulsive need to watch a baby story? I could watch it 100 times a day. He cannot possible understand why I would want to see someone else having a baby. I guess it is different for men than it is for women.
I guess I don't understand his need to watch law and order 100 times a day either!! :stressedout:

I logged on this morning and brought up the TTC 0-6m board and oh my gosh! I can't keep up with everyone al most the whole page was new and I just checked last night!! WOW! It took me like at least an hour to check 'em all out!

Guess that's all for now! :glasses10:

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On 2002-08-30 12:10, scubagirlkj wrote:
well, today is CY#8

I guess time is going huh?!?!? Yesterday I had school from 9a.m. to 9 p.m.! I was so tired by the time I got done. Lots of homework for next week. I honestly thought about I could just drop all my classes-- I was so overwhelmed yesterday. :confused2: Things look brighter today though!

I'm getting a little apprehensive about my temps. though. They have been 96.6 to 96.8 . I hope that's not low or anything.
Our minds are always worrying about something it seems.

Hope fully next week sometime the big O will happen I guess then it'll be worse because of the 2WW. oh well. Just a lot of waiting and patience in this game it seems.

More later....

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On 2002-08-31 08:17, scubagirlkj wrote:
Well,

Today is CD#9 ( I think!) It's hard to keep track-

Anyway it's early in the morning well relativly- and this is about the only time I can actually get onto this site. I spent I don't even know how long trying to open up pg.org last night. I was getting so frusterated . A lot of people must have had the same idea! :sign13:

Not too much news on the TTC front. Dh is really getting into this baby thing though. Now when he see's a baby it's ..Oh! how cute and gushy gushy. WHich makes me feel good. I realize yeah he really does want a baby. That's a good feeling for some reason. It gives me warm fuzzies! :love7:

This might be TMI but here's goes anyway.. Yesterday I realizes my cm was changing and I almost got into freak out mode. I knew it was too soon to be fertile fertile cm but I thought oh crap do I really know the difference?!?! What if I really miss the whole opportunity what if I really screw this whole thing up?!? I over react about oh everything. I need to chill out! :sleepy5:
Nothing else ..No plans for this big weekend. Both our families live across our state or in another state :sad7:
So no traveling for us.

Well I need to get my butt in gear and go grocery shopping so .....more soon!

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On 2002-09-01 12:50, scubagirlkj wrote:
Today is CD#10 Whoo hoo! Double digits now :happy7:

I am expecting to O sometime this week !! I guess dh is getting antsy he has really wanted to practice :laughing9: I'm not complaining.

Only if this TTC stuff didn't invlove so much waiting! Sometimes that can be so hard!

I have so much homework to do for school - I really need to get my butt off this computer and do it. Somehow that keeps not happening!
Tomorrow is the all day Baby Story Marathon! That makes me happy although I don't think DH will feel that way.

My temps. have chilled out a bit. They have been comsistantly 96.8 w one 96.6 . It's actually pretty neat to see. I can't wait until the whole chart is filled in.

The guilt is eating at me I better go do my homework -
More later

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On 2002-09-02 13:11, scubagirlkj wrote:
Today is CD#11

Well it seems now that I have no CM all dry oh why , why must this be if's and what if's ! I think sometimes I'd be better off to just wing it . I do really enjoy seeing the chart fill up .. SO I guess I'll stick with it . I know it's only the first chart so....

Well dh actually turned off his Law & Order Marathon ! I was shocked! Didn't see that coming at all!! I actually got to watch some of the baby story marathon! :laughing6:
Not that that helps sometimes it just makes me want a baby more!

I was so frusterated this morning. I was trying to get my photo gallery set up and it kept not working! I was taking it all out on poor DH! :evil: I finally got it to work ( with dh help!) .

I am just in a mood today - it seems nothing can go right! I have a HUGE headache. Today just needs to hurry up and get over! :iroc:

Oh well I'll stop griping- I need to fold laundry and do housewrok and do homework and all those things I really would rather put off! Here's to hoping my attituse changes....

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On 2002-09-03 14:10, scubagirlkj wrote:
Okay.. Today is CD#12

Once again I am feed up with this whole charting thing!!! :mad:

Today my temp. went up from 96.8 to 97.0 . The chart told me basically that I have O'd and showed me my fertile days . All well and good you say.... The only problem is that I haven't had ANY EWCM! Aren't you supposed to get this? I am so confused and frusterated.

I know it's early in the game but I almost feel like a failure like I should have know . I had 'planned' our bd sessions from yesterday to about thursday in hopes of baby making well perhaps I'm sh** out of luck. I don't swear that often either, but I am SOOOOO mad.
My plans can't be followed! I am a planner it's hard for me to go with the flow. According to my chart We did bd close to the end of the fertile days (if that's what they really were) So maybe all hope is not lost!

I guess that's it . I had school today just a voice class ,but it was fun! :oops: I learned some neat stuff.

I post a question on the charting board so maybe someone smarter than me can help me with an answer!

A baby story's on so I guess I'll go watch that . Like that'll get my mind off this crap! Oh well....

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On 2002-09-04 12:49, scubagirlkj wrote:
Well today is CD# 13.

Chimmy -the smart person that she is- took a look at my chart and doesn' think I o'd yet. Perhaps that I am gearing up for it. Well that was great news!!! I actually thought and still think that I had O pains yesterday. I used to have them all the time . Yesterday was bad too. So I still may have a chance! My temp was 96.8 again today which is what it's been So .. I wonder if I did O if it'll go up tomorrow! We'll see .......

I never thought of this - I don't know if it can effect o or not but I have been on a sort of diet if you will. Been limiting my calories and exercising and such. I wonder if that could effect o. Interesting question. I haven't been really tempted to cheat either. I have potato chips in the house and an actually not eating them. Very wierd for me. I am a potato-a-holic you see.

We also found out this week that dh has ADHD. He's had it since his was rather young too. I think it's a very hard adjustment for him. He read an article written by a man who has it and he actually started crying! He couldn't believe someone felt like he does . He thought he was wierd or strange and not normal. I'm trying to understand. It actual neat to find out why he does the things he does . It's easier to understand him!

Well enough about that. I don't think either my sister or my sil are pg . I haven't heard anything and I imagine I would!! That's sad . They both really want babies too. I hope it happens for them soon!!

We are bd'ing just in case I haven't o'd yet and hopefully we will catch the egg. I'm taking advantage of dh excitment I have a feeling he'll get sick of it if this goes on for a long time!

Tomorrow are my dreaded clases ehich I wanted to drop - I hope tomorrow goes better than last week . Here's to hopin'.......

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On 2002-09-06 08:21, scubagirlkj wrote:
Well today is CD# 15!

I did O!!!!!! Yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It was on Tuesday when I was having those horrid what I thought was O pains and it was . It's amazing what you can know about your body if you just pay attention! My temp went up yesterday to 97.2 and today it was 97.7. So now the chart and I agree about it all! So now I am 3 DPO and offically in the 2ww. Which I don't know is a good thing or a bad thing- I am not one for paitience at all!!! I really don't have a choice though dO I?!?

I am just terribly excited at the prospect and this whole thing. Dh and I did bd on the right days so ..... it could happen. I'm trying to not get my hopes up because I know there is a great possibility of it not happpening but...... it's hard you know. Oh 2 weeks that's a long time !!!! I'll have to keep busy and try not to think about it ( yeah right!!)

Well one thing to keep my mind of pg is all the stinkin' homework I got yesterday! GEEZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ! I am supposed to practice for voice class everyday which I don't mind- I have to do 4 drawings for one class and 2 more for another class plus 3 pages of tone building excersises (drawing all sorts of lines on BIG (11x24) pieces of paper! At least I have a week to do it all!!

Nothing else to new.......I'm just feeling Geeked about all this though ! :blob7:

Well I hope everyone has a great day :toothy9:

__I can not believe this - I just edited this because I had spelled out vice class not voice class- how terribly embarrassing!!!_______________

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On 2002-09-07 13:08, scubagirlkj wrote:
Today is CD#16 , 4 DPO only 10 days until AF doesn't show! MY temp was 97.5 today down .2 from 97.7 yesterday but not a problem so ...
I'm starting to feel the frustrations of seeing other pg people anyway I htink that's why I'm in a funk. Don't get me wrong I am really glad for them that they are having a baby. It's one of the most exciting things that can happen in your life. I just want it to be me. Yesterday I was in the store and all the sudden my boobs started hurting SO bad. That was one thing that happened with my youngest son. I just knew I was pg with him because a few day after I concieved ( I knew I had O'd and we BD then too) my boobs just hurt- bad. I'm trying not to think it was the same thing. I am hoping though. Now every time I say somethng about anything DH says it could be a sign and I say I'm oly 4DPO- not likely . But secretly I still hope .

I went to the store yesterday and bought some prenatal vitamins. I was reading some threads on the temping board and a lot of people said their on them . I asked CHimmy some questions and decided it couldn't hurt. I hate to admit this but when I was pg with my 2nd son I never took vitamins. Part of me thinks Could that be why I had so many problems with my pregnancy . Is tht why he came out so small? He was 6'8 which isn't tiny but compared to my first son who was 8'9 it is. They also say 2nd babies are usual bigger than the first so I really feel that had something to do with it. So because I'm TTCing I want to give the next baby a fair shot. Couldn't hurt right?!? I got 90 vit.s for $6.00.That makes me so sad . I'm actually crying thinking about it . I feel so guilty for not doing that with Ethan. I didn't even know you could buy prenatals at a store until I found this site. Thinking I could have done soemthing to prevent any problems with him .........Dh says it probably had nothing to do with just vits. but still it makes you wonder.

I don't know where all that came from.

I have to go.

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On 2002-09-08 09:19, scubagirlkj wrote:
Well today is CD# 17and I am 5 DPO.

I know it's early in the day but so far today is a much better day than yesterday. :happy2: Yesterday I was out of it. Very emotional.SO today has to be better or I think DH is going to kill me!!!!! :violent5:

Well my BB's have been killing me the last 3 days! Sh is convinced I am pg . He said this is how I was with DS. I think so too I really do think I am pg But I also know a lot of women who totally think they are pg end up not being pg. I really do thik we each know our own bodies and I think i'm reading mine pretty well . I also may e setting myself upp for a HUGE disappointment. :sad11: Only 9 more days until AF doesnt arrive though!!!!! Let me tell you I am going to be on pins and needles.

DH was talking about setting up a nursery last night. I know jumping the gun a little bit right. Sometimes it's nice to hear him talk about it though. HE never really has before. I'm so convinced he really wants another baby. We've never really lived a place we could set up a nursey in. It was always not possible. Not enough bedrooms or we had moved to Arizona and had to stay with his mom for a bit- That was interesting . A dh and very pg wife and a toddler all trying to be in the same room!! I would never do that again. When we moved back to Mi we lived in a place with 2 bedrooms and Ds was little so he was in our room . Now finally a 3 bedroom house. I can have a nursery. I have been dreaming about buying baby furniture and How I would decorate it. I can still slways dream about that stuff. It'll happen eventually if not right now.

So listen to me prattle on.. I'm sure this is SOOOO interesting for any one else but me right (yeah surrrrrrrrrrrrrrre!) :roll:

That's about the gist of what's going on here. I didn't go to bed until late last night so I am sooooooooo tired. :sleepy2: Dh finally came ot bed at 4:30!!!!!!!He's crazy!!!!!

Anyway........that's it for now.

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On 2002-09-09 11:19, scubagirlkj wrote:
Well, Today is CD# 18 and 6 DPO!!!

Time's a truckin' ! I've noticed I use capitals and exclamation marks a lot . HMMM...

Any who today is a fantabulous day!!! :laughing6:

MY BB's are still hurting -good sign- but all is well. My temp was 97.7 today holding steady . I hope it will keep holding on. Not too much news on the TTC front- I'm going to be on pins and needles until next week though.

I found out yesterday that one of our really great friends is going to be coming to town next week!!!! I am so excited We've been e-mailing back and forth and haven't seen each other in a long time. They only live across the state but sometimes it's hard to make time. That's not an excuse sometimes you just have to do it!! Any way they are coming and I'm so jazzed!!! :toothy9:

Hopefully by then we'll really know if were pg and maybe even share it with them !!

Anyway the boys need to go down for a nap(Mommy needs them to go down for a nap!!!!!) SO away I go................

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On 2002-09-10 16:45, scubagirlkj wrote:
Well today is CD#19 and 7 DPO.Temp. is 97.6? I think. Temp. is holding steady. That's good. At least it's not dropping!

Today has been a VERY emotional day ! I have been off the hook. I think DH is going to kill me. The day started out good,but then things got hairy and now I'm crying and picking fights and all sorts of stuff. I hate feeling this way! Yesterday I cried at a wedding story. This guy had been away with the navy for a year . SInce Sept. 11 last year. They showed his boat or what have you pulling into port and all these sailors were lined up on the deck. I lost it . Gushed my eyes out. Today I cried at seventh heaven. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME!!!!!

I haven't had any implantation spotting. One chart said tomorrow who knows. I don't think I ever had it with my two sons- so even if I was I probably wouldn't get it now. But I might.

All this TTC stuff is about to drive me crazy! Just chuck the computer out the window!!!

I just want it to be next week!

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On 2002-09-11 12:03, scubagirlkj wrote:
Today is CD#20 and 8 DPO!!Wow!!!

This morning when I woke up my temp. was the highest it's been . It was 97.9 . Up yesterday from 97.6. I hope it keeps staying up .

Today seems to be a lot better emotionally than yesterday! No crying . No yelling. Maybe I've mellowed out.

We were driving home from Taking DH to school and we drove by a school. There were tons of kids outside with flags. My son (who's 4) wanted to know what was going on . So I reminded him of 'when the buildings fell down' (that's what he calls it). He fot really quiet than started asking questions. He decided he wanted 'to pray for those families -of the ones that dies mom'- I couldn't believe it. What a moment!

It hit me today what a tragedy all that is. I had been trying to put it out of my mind- not wanting ot deal with all those emotions.Dh and I watched a show on PBS last night about the clean up and everything. Wow it was really incredible!!

Makes you thankful for life!

Well I'll stop pratteling .

Have to go do homework!!!

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On 2002-09-12 22:33, scubagirlkj wrote:
Well, it is CD# 21 and 9 DPO. Only 5 days to go !!!!! That has gone by so quick!!!

Today I have 2 coldsores YUCK!!!!! and now my face is broken out! I NEVER get acne! EVER!!! I always have clear skin. I mentioned this to DH today and I said AGH! I never break out. ANd he said you did when you were pg with Ethan. HUH?!?!? I did? I din't remember that. But then again I didn't have to look at myself all the time. My BB's still hurt. I am way emotional - I cried at school today - more about that later. My temp today was higher than yesterday . The highest it's been-it was 97.9 yesterday and 98.1 today. Interesting. I really hope I'm not setting myself up for a gymongous disapointment. Oh well I only 5 more days and I can find out.

Anyway about school- The one class I was looking forward to - I lost it I got SO frusterated and cried. Right in the middle of class Sad Aghh!! then I was mad at myself for crying . It was all because I couldn't get my stupid charcoal drawings to look right. Dh says I must be spoiled( I was) - I want everything to be perfect the first time. I just don't want it to look bad!! Average would be okay with me!!Any way my Instructor came over to help me and showed me what to do - I cried and cried. Stupid me!! On the up side. The classes I was thinking were going to be bad actually turned out good! THat's a plus.

So I have a lot of homework this week It's going to take forever !!!

I'm exhausted so I'm going to bed !!!! Smile

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On 2002-09-13 11:08, scubagirlkj wrote:
Today is CD#22 and 10 DPO!! Woo Hoooo!! Double digits now baby!!

Only 4 more days to go !! Well this morning get this - When I woke up to take my temp ( at 3 in the morning), I was laying in bed, naked, blankets off , in front of the fan. It was like 50 degree's in my room!!! Needless to say I think my temp was a little off today . It was 97.2 when I took it. I covered up and took it again later ( 6:30 6:45 ish) and it was 97.9 . Interesting huh? I kind of am not counting it today. I was bumbed because I wanted to see if it ws going to stay up . Oh well!!!! There's always tomorrow.

Anyway that's that. tomorrow I have to go to a birthday party for my nephew - than Gregory's sister is going to watch Ethan and Joel is gong with my sister - So me and Dh get to have a date!!YEAH!!!!!!!! Dates happen few and far between for us . I think Dh needs it. Not that I don't! Smile I felt so bad the last 2 times Dh has wanted to bd it's ended up not happening. Because - Well yesterday I wa plain tired. I tried but I started falling asleep ( don't ask ) - I bet that made him feel really goog huh?!? I thnk he just needs non- baby making BD'ing. It'll happen eventually. That's wh I think this date is going to be good for him!!!

Anyway !! Enough about that.

That's about all that's going on!!

More later!

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On 2002-09-14 10:14, scubagirlkj wrote:
Today is CD# 23 and 11 DPO. Only 3 days to go! I can hardly stand it . I'm getting the test itch!!! I'm not going to yet. I really don't want to waste money. I also know it's too early. So I figure maybe Wednesday if all goes well that'll be 15 DPO. I hope I can make it!!!!

My temp was 98.2 today up from a couple days age. .1 degree but hey it's staying up!! :happy2:

That's good.
Today is my nephew's b-day party :occasion18: and my date with dh . For that I'm really excited!!! It seems like forever since we've been out. I can't hardly wait. :toothy9:

We got the boys hair cut last night. :happy5: I was nervous because the lady that usually does it wasn't working last night and we had to trust someone else. Last time we tried that it was a disaster!! We had no choice they desperatly needed to get one so... we decided tog o for it and she did an awesome job . Dare I say even better than the lady we usually go to? They look great. It always pleases me when one gets a good hair cut. Maybe it's because I 've had my share of really bad ones!!!

I'm sure everyone is really interested in this but hey it's what's going on here- Have to somehow keep my mind of TTC- SO...

I have a rip roaring bad head ache. I get them so much! DH says that a headache that lasts a month is not a headache it's a medical problem go to the doctor. Well I did once and they said they wern't migraine just tension headaches. I got a test done and everything. I have had a few migraines in my day and let me tell you they suck!!!!! I'm thinking of just switching over to tylenol. I usually take excedrin. I know excedrin has aspirin and caffine in it. I know when you are pg only tylenol is good. It's just a thought since I'm changing everything else. I just want to give my potential baby the best shot eh?!?

Anyway I need to go get ready to leave so tootles!!! :toothy10:

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On 2002-09-15 09:48, scubagirlkj wrote:
Today is CD# 24 and 12 DPO!!! I can hardly stand it.

My temp today was 98.0 -I'm not exactly sure how acurate it is . I woke up in front of the fan again. It would be down .2 from yesterday but it's staying well above the coverline so who knows. I'm trying not to think it's because AF's on the way . STAY AWAY AF !!!!!!! :angry3:

Anyway - I just know i'm going to be htinking about that all day!

Anyway-My nephew's party went well . Although he acted like a brat. He threw a giant coniption fit in the middle of the resturant! I wanted to kill im. He was yelling at his mother. Boy I tell you!!! Anyway - The date with dh was very nice. It's been so long since we've been out. We went to dh favorite resturant . I failed to mention that the party was 2 1/2 hours from my house. Just outside Detroit where we grew up . In Royal Oak- you know where Jack Kevorkian is from and where the first post office shooting happened Great city eh? It's actually really nice. I had the quintacential middle class upbringing. Anyway I digress-- the party ws over there and we had not been to that resturant in forever. Dh was very happy.The food was great!! The company even better. We just went places we haven't visited in a long time and talked it was sso nice. Our kids had a great night too. They each got to spend time with an aunt they don't often see and it was nice for them to do that . Everyone really enjoyed themselves!!! It was great!!! Gush Gush!!

Anyway- that's about it - I have to clean my house from top to bottom today we have visitors cominghtis week!!YEAh!!!! Smile

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On 2002-09-15 17:02, scubagirlkj wrote:
Well here I am writing again today ! It's CD#24 and 12DPO.

I'm writing because I feel all cramppy. Like in my pelvic floor . Kind of like when AF comes but kind of like when I O. What's going on with me? This is a strange feeling. I think because I was so sure it was the month! SO sure. I'm not going to discount it until AF really hsows up but I'm feeling kind of disheartened . It's like a dull ache.

I just want this wait to be over.

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On 2002-09-16 08:32, scubagirlkj wrote:
Today is CD# 25 and 13 DPO. I am expecting AF tomorrow Sad

Here's the scoop.. I took my temp this morning at 2:00 after 3 hours of condecutive sleep I adjusted it and it should be 98.1 . About the same as it's been good there. I fell asleep and took my temp at 5:30 . I believe it was after 3 hours of sleep . Then if I adj. it it would be 97.9 . I don't know what to think - I really don't want it to be 97.9 but if that's what it is.... It's all so confusing!!! It's not like my temp is below the coverline far from it- but I don't like seeing it go down any either!!!

What to do?!?!?!?!?

Still a little crammpy - nothing like yesterday I wonder if it's AF going to come anyway-- STAY AWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I just want it to be tomorrow. Sometimes when I wake up and take my temp. I just want it to be tomoorow so I can take that temp.

I'll stop gripping!!!

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On 2002-09-17 13:21, scubagirlkj wrote:
Well today is CD# 26 and 14 DPO. *SIGH* I don't know what to make of all this. AF hasn't shown up yet. I'm afraid she might be working up to it but -----I don't know. I couldn't take my temp this morning because I never got 3 hours of consistent sleep . I was up SO much last night. I feel really tired now.

If she's going to come I jst want her to show up --why all the suspense?! This is crappy I can't even test until tomorrow. Our stupid agreement and everythign. AGH!!!!!!!

It's making me so mad!!! Oh well no use gripping I guess*******

On a good night I think I pasted my exam with flying colors. It was so easy - nothng like she made it out to be!!!!! That made me smile Smile

More later---

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On 2002-09-17 19:17, scubagirlkj wrote:
Well , it happened . She came for about a 5 day visit. :sad2: I can't believe it.I mean why did I think I was so special that it was actually going to work? Sad thing is I believed it with my whole heart- that this was it- and it's not.

I couldn't even look at dh when I told him . It's almost like I could hear his heart break. It's so sad WHY CAN"T IT JUST WORK? Like all the people at this site arn't asking the same question.

I almost feel like my body betrayed me. Like it just doesn't know how to work. I think I might make an appointment with an OB/GYN . I was hoping it would just work this time. With both of my other pregnancy's it ended up I had an infection. I had to get that cleared up first. After that pg the first month. WHy didn't I just try that first this time. You'd think I'd know it. DUH!!!! WIth my first son it took 16 months to figure out something was wrong. Than it was only somethng as simple as that. GEEZZ!!!!

This is so not easy---- I'll stop feeling sorry for myself -----EVENTUALLY---

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On 2002-09-19 20:55, scubagirlkj wrote:
Today Is CD#3. I feel better about this whole Af thing- as better as I can . I really don't have a choice huh?!?

Gosh you stay away from here for a couple days and your lost!!! HAHA HA HA HA H Smile It's taken me so long to catch up .

Some friends of ours came for a visit yesterday. She knows we are TTC so she asked if we knew anything. I told her about AF and she said- it'll happen when its supposed to! I know she wasn't trying to be mean but... OUCH! It stung. I feel better about it today though I wen tot the zoo with her and her 2 girls and my two boys. It was a lot of fun. It got me out of the house and with some other adults so...... It wa also great to see Erin. I miss her . Sometimes we need to make a point of seeing our friends huh?!?!?

Anyway.. I went on .line to Amazon.com yesterday and bought TCOYF. I decided if Rechid Af was going ot show I was going to arm myself with all the info I could to keep her away so PHTT!!!!!!!!!!!!! to her.

Ha Ha that makes me feel better! The small things eh?!?!?

Nothing to new on the TTC front -it's still so early so.....

I'll go ..more catching up to do....

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On 2002-09-20 11:09, scubagirlkj wrote:
Today is CD#4 and Af is still with us. Maybe I'll get my book in time to help ?!

My temp took a huge dive today! Not that it matters much -it's wierd to see the difference though . Yesterday it was 97.1 and today 96.4!!!!! It's way down at the bottom of the chart - it almost fell off! HA HA!!

Not too much else going on today . I'm trying to clean my house :angry2: I've been neglecting it for WAY to long. I just gave myself a little break to see what's up. It's back to the grind stone!! YUCK!!!

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On 2002-09-21 08:49, scubagirlkj wrote:
Today is CD#5 hopefully the last day of AF !! my temp today was 96.5 up .1 from yesterday. I wish AF would make an exit.

I also wish my book would get here!!! I ordered it in Wednesday so it's only been 3days I hope it gets here today!!!!

We are getting the boys bunk beds today!!! Yeah! They are supposed to arrive sometime this morning**** We have to switch bedrooms. The room the boys are in now is too smal for bunk beds so we are goingt o move there room to the spare bedroom and make their room the spare bedroom. Lots of work today ,but it's worth it. I took the boys to buy new sheets for their new beds yesterday and they were SO excited. Joel keeps saying my new bed is coming today!!!

That's about it on te newsy front!! Best get movin'

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On 2002-09-21 20:25, scubagirlkj wrote:
Today was a rollercoaster of a day!!!!I am about wiped out~I feel like I just need to vent. DH gets sick of hearing about it all. I think?!?!? Smile

SO we got the kids to a babysitter this morning. Which was a good thing because I know they would have been underfoot today. We got the bunkbeds in pieces and had to put them together. No problem right? We thought we had the tool to do it ,no so we go to the hardware store are there a few mins. We got what we needed. Putting the beds together was not really a problem it was kind of fun!! It's a sense of accomplishment when you get done. Ya know?! We got their beds set all up. It looks great!! It loooks like a kid's room. All the stuff we had in there before was all hodgepodge. I'm really proud of their room now.

I just feel wiped out now. This morning I felt sick to my stomach. I went into the bathroom because I really thought I was going to puke! I didn't and the feeling went away. I've also been really emotional today . Crying and arguing with Dh .Poor dh doesn't know what to think. He's been really paitient with me. Usually he gives up ! Smile

I rreallly just feel blah today . I want to feel good~but just blah...... Also my book didn't come today!!AGH!!! That made me mad . I really want to get it so I can use it!!!! I don't want to have to save it for another month!! Hopefully I won't need too! But you never know!

I'm going to make a dr's appointment on Monday. I ws surfing the net and found some disturbing news so better safe than sorry or frusterated or disappointed so....... That's my vent for the day!!!

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On 2002-09-22 11:07, scubagirlkj wrote:
Today is CD#6 i think! Temp was up a little today to 96.8 ~

Dh and I had a really good talk last night. It was via instant messanger!He was just upstairs on his laptop but sometimes it's easier to talk about stuff when your not face to face! SO we talked about TTC and me not being pg this cy something we haven't talked about yet.

So the problem seems to be we only bd'd to try and make a baby. No fun bd or just because we wanted to . I really don't want it to be that wayand neither does he. So we decided we aren't going to stop trying persay but just take it down a notch. I'm still going to read my book(whenever I get it) and visit this sitebut if we miss a day oh well. Trying to have another baby doesn't seem as important as my relationship with dh. I guess if it happens it happens!! Maybe Erin was right!!

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On 2002-09-23 12:10, scubagirlkj wrote:
Today is CD#7 i believe. I can't believe how much more relaxed I feel - this is a good feeling!!!

So We got a new toliet seat last night!!yeah!!!!!!! I hate to say this but the old one was just plain NASTY! The new one is wood which dh likes - it's nice I really am glad for the change.

Also.... I have a new siggy !!! I am really excited about that!!!! It 's an older pic of the boys -I'llupdated it eventually whenever I get a new pic. But I'm so excited it actually works!!! YEah . Last night I was gettin gso frusterated . I couldn't get it to work at all-but crystal on the the help board helped me and viola!!yeah!

I guess that's it Af is STILL here ! I mean come on this is the 7 th day ! Usually onnly 5 days what's up with that? Hope fully she goes soon!!!!

tootles!!

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On 2002-09-24 19:41, scubagirlkj wrote:
Well ,

Today is CD# 8- I got my TCOYF book and I find myself getting all frantic again. Which is what I don't want.I even wanted to go out to the store tonight and get some vit B6! Fortunatly dh said can it wait until tomorrow and now I am totally gald he said that . It helped me put things back in perspective!! Not too much else on the TTC front. Temp basically the same and stuff. I've had a long day -plain old wiped out~

Busy with school and meeting with teacher's. I didn't go to sleep until late last night and I am zonked!!!

I'll type more tomorrow!!!

Night night!!~~~~

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On 2002-09-25 16:32, scubagirlkj wrote:
Today is crap!! I am so mad right now!! I could spit!! Today started out all right! But now !! AGH!!! It just seems to be one of those days!

Anyway I got some EWCM today!! That was unexpected! It''s CD#8? Seems early but? Maybe it seems early because AF lasted longer . I guess we'll be BD'ing tonight or whatever at this point whatever~~

I guess that is it !!

OPPS! It's CD#9!!!!

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On 2002-09-26 20:46, scubagirlkj wrote:
Today is CD#10 ~ Nothing really to report today. My temp was about the same today. No EWCM today so I don't know what yesterday was about!! Smile

I dropped my afternoon class so now I have Thursday afternoon's all to myself! Dh and I agreed I can do whatever iwant!! What am I going to do with myself! Today I went shopping and looked at whatever I wanted to !! It was great no kids and no dh hounding me to move on or finish up . A girl could get used to this!!!

We got new end tables and a new coffee table-also a new lamp for the living room. I'm so excited.The living room doesn't look so hodge podge anymore!!

I guess that's it - I'm tired and I want to got o bed soon~ oh I just watched the Friend's season premiere- I don't now how I felt about it . It was all right . Probably until the end! With the you said yes thing! it wa sa little predictable but...

So now that's it my pillow is calling me!

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On 2002-09-27 21:14, scubagirlkj wrote:
Today is CD#11~ my cm has been creamy kind of so I don't know what to think ! I haven't o'd yet - felt it or temp wise so ! I thought this month was supposed to be easier! I keep feeling stressed out~ I know i'm thinking about it too much!

We drove across the state today and back
We were in the car all day!! and I drove YUCK!! I am so sleepy!!!The boys were really good though! We went to pick up a monitor dh bought. He's setting up a whole new computer just for him so I can have this one all for me! That sounds selfish ,but I don't mean it to be!! That gives me more time for pg.org!!!
YEAH!!!!

Guess that's it for today!! Talk soon!

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On 2002-09-28 11:48, scubagirlkj wrote:
Well today is CD#12! Last cy I o'd about now.

I know we are not supposed to judge future fetility based on past cy's but it's hard. I want to feela twinge or something -- I know stressing could delay it so --AGH!!!! It's hard to be paitient. I'm trying to have a whatever attitude but deeep inside I do want to be pg! I don't want to be decidful to dh and still try and get pg consciously- but he knows I'm still charting and paying attentionto cm and stuff. I think he wants a baby too and just doesn't want get tangled in all the details of having her - * sigh*-- why can't when you want to get pg it just happen?

SO any who my temp was about the same as yesterday although I had to take it at a different time because I went to bed so late!

I can honestly say since dh and I had our talk bd'ing has been so much better!! LOL! It's not about okay we have to do this so Karin can get pg! It's more like whatever I just want it. WHich is how we wanted it to be. So that's at least better. I love coming here to vent all my feelings about this. Dh 's eyes glaze over if I tell him anything. MEN!! HA HA HA-

SO not much else newsy here- I thought our t.v broke today . It turned off - all by itself but the light was still on- dh thought it ws going - but he fixed it . THank God because I really don't want to have to get a new one. I'm not made of money you know!! LOL!!

SO that's it for now!!

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On 2002-09-29 20:11, scubagirlkj wrote:
Today is CD#13~ still no O! My cy is so wacked this month!!! I think I offically started CD#1 on the first day of spotting and not af so if that's the case it would be cd#12 today no t13 but I'm still counting it as 13 ~ So here we are no O and no cm at all I mean I'm dry as a bone!! It's frusterating because this was supposed to be the month of no stress!! I know I need ot chill out but it's easier said than done!!My temp went down today 97.0 to 96.6 but no cm so..If I had cm I would think It's a o dip but whoknows I ready to chuck allthis stuff again this month! Lat month I knew when I o'd I got horrid O pains but so far nothing!!

On to a different subject- dh went and bought a dvd player to go with our new t.v. I guess he got a good deal on it it came with surround sound speakers and such so ...I really cna't complain because we have my fav. movie on dvd -I know we had no dvd player but 3 dvd's -don't ask. Dh put it on because he wants me to come in ther so I have to make this quick- It's 'O brither where art thou' I LOVE this movie - vastly under rated if you ask me!!!

Dh also got a new keyboard and mouse for his computer he's putting together. SOmehow they ended up on my computer and I don't think he's getting them back!!!LOL!! He said he probably wouldn't take them but I feel guilty . I mean he did buy them for himself!!!

ANy who I guess that's it ...talk soon!!!

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On 2002-09-30 13:08, scubagirlkj wrote:
Today is CD#14 ~ still no O and still no CM I mean none!!! This is getting old fast ! I swear! I feel like I can't win like why on earth can't I get it!

Oh well I know stress could delat=y O to so I'm trying to chillout!

More later!

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On 2002-10-01 12:34, scubagirlkj wrote:
Well CD#15 ands here we are ....still no O. My temp was 97.0 today up from yesterday. I am feel some I pains today but who knows if it's real! I'd like to think so but still no EWCM --so even if I am O'ing dh little guys couldn't last!!AGH!!!! Frustration is where I am at!

Enough of that because I have a bigger vent . Today I had school and I went to my voice class . Knowing we had to give a mock performance of Shady grove. This song we have to sing! Of course I am paired with the biggest idiot on the planet! She is a dork! UG! Doesn't do her work and then expects to float -she's another subject! ANyway I am SUPER nervous because I hate performing in front of people - I took thi sclass to get over my butterflies. I don't take critisizm very well either . SO it's our turn . I think it's going okay I have to sing louder because she doesn't even know the syupid words! So I forgot all how to breathe because my stomach muscles were in a huge knot! SO we get done. Thenit starts your voice is much quieter than hers you looked so ridged etc etdc etc! WTF! I mean she didn't even get the F'in words right! I am so mad right now I could spit! So our teacher tries to help and it's making me worse I can't even get the stupid words out. Then they say yeah she was (the stupid partneer ) was much stronger this time! COME ON!!! So teacher says Karin wht do you htink? I say eh ! I can't get any words out I'm fighting back tears so she lets us go to our seats. Then the stupid girl behind me says Did I offend you? WHat do you think? And before this they wern'tsaying anything bad to anyone! I don't think I suck that bad GEZZZZZZ!!!!!!! So now we have another mock perf. next week and I have to do it withthe same stupid girl . We can do it by ourselves and I'm seriously considering doing that. I want so bad to go in there next week and make them eat their words ya know!! I feel like I'll show them what's what!! stupid freaks !!AGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I don't know if I feel better or worse re-living all that!!

That's how my day has been!

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On 2002-10-02 22:52, scubagirlkj wrote:
Today is CD#16~~~ **SIGH*** I am feeling rather fed up. Still no O .No prospects of O either . I upped my amount to 100mg of B6--couldn't hurt might help eh?

Dh just doesn't not get it -duh if I don't O we will never get preggo !! HELLO!!!!! I'm just feelin' sorry for myself !!! I hope it happens soon I just want to be on with it already!!!GEZZZZZZZZZZ!

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On 2002-10-04 10:59, scubagirlkj wrote:
Well today is CD#18 and still nothing jsut wanted to check in - All this makes me wonder how many times this has happened and I didn't even know because I wasn't charting! I've really givin' up hope for this month - my temps are all over !! SO here's to next month!!

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On 2002-10-04 15:43, scubagirlkj wrote:
Okay I am writing this because these are my fellings and htis is my journal so here goes.. I just watched a baby story today. Now I am very glad for these people yet hate them at the same time!! They have 3 children are pg with their 4th . They have been married for 5 yrs. and have had 4 children. I think she said the were 3 and under? I know the last one was going to be about 12 or 13 months when the baby was born. Why can't it be that easy for everyone? They are like rabbits! Usually I am no tos mean but I'm feeling so frusterated!! Why does it have to be so hard!!? AGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!'

This month is a total waste!! AGH!!!!!!!!!

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On 2002-10-05 19:00, scubagirlkj wrote:
Today is Cd#19~~~~

Still no O although I had creamy CM today so maybe we are working up to it! I thought I had gotten some info wrong on my chart that would have made me O already but alas no I'm still waiting. Why is this so frusterating to me!! I just want to o and be done with it! Even if it means moving on to another cy of this crap!! And I thought this was going to be easier! Why does it have to be complex!!!! I am so mad right now! Just sad and frusterated. Maybe this is all in vain and it will ahppen soon ! Wishful thinking!!

Oh happy days!!! Sad

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On 2002-10-06 13:00, scubagirlkj wrote:
Hi all!!

So I was in putting my data into the computer this morning for my chart and I noticed something when I looked at my chart! I have been having a stair step rise since CD#16. Could it be that I O'd on the 16th? I put a question in on the charting board hopefully someone will give me their expert opinion soon! My temp is at it's highest today so? Who knows if I did O then it would be good because we bd'd around then ! I'm not putting all my eggs (HA HA) in one basket though We would have bd'd the day of O and 2 days before O so -- if I did O I would be glad though a step in the right direction!!

So that's my news for the day!!

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On 2002-10-07 22:17, scubagirlkj wrote:
Today is CD21! Chims said I o'd on Cd#16 so I am 5DPO!! Yeah only 9 to go!! I'm not holding out any hope even though I bd'd at the right time. Somehow I still think I didn't get pg but we'll see!

My temp didn't count today because I didn't sleep well last night at all and went to bed late. I wanted to see if it would keep going up but I'll have to see in the morning!

I guess that's it for now!! Talk soon!!

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On 2002-10-08 18:11, scubagirlkj wrote:
Today is cd#22!! My temp shot way up today from 97.2 to 97.9 !!!!!!!! I was so excited!! The chart is showing I o'd now too!! SO it's a waiting game now I am 6DPO only 8 to go!! A week from tomorrow - the day Ethan is getting tubes put in!!

SO that's about it for today !!!
I'll write more late esp about my voice class!!

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On 2002-10-08 21:18, scubagirlkj wrote:
Alright I'm here~~ I'm supposed to be doing my art homework but I took a break!! Looking at drawing can make your eyes tired!!GESH!!

My voice class went so well today --Long story short I rocked!! My voice teacher was way impresses and said(I sang all by myself!!) WHat a voice you have !It's a soft voice but have so much control over it!!. SHe liked me she really liked me!!LOL!!It went really well I'm so pleased I really needed to do that for myself!!

So I'm off talk soon!!

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On 2002-10-09 19:00, scubagirlkj wrote:
Alright I wish I could have had a day like yesterday! Yesterday was awesome!Today sucked! I am so emotional today !my boobs hurt and I'm just plain out of it! What the heck man!! I feel like I can't win . Dh is in a moood which sets the whole house wrong! I feel totally useless ya know! I can' t even explain it I just feel crappy! Sad Everything is just wrong and i hate it!!AGH!!!!

It is CD#23 and my temp went down a bit!
I have cremy cm today too I already o'd so what's up with that? I am so messed up!!

Dh is drivin gme crazy--he wants to go out.Well and fine he's had a day but I'm all pissy -I never get to go out! EVER!I have to stay home with the dang kids! Can you believe the other day I told dh I was gettingin the shower and he just stared at me and said what your not even going to put the kids down for a nap? ANd he was dead serious! I turned and walked up the stairs. He can't watch the kids for 2 sec. while I take a shower? I am so mad I think I'm just finding things to get mad about ! I feel like bursting into tears only he'll thinkit's because of him and say what did I do now! AGH!!! Don't they understand we just need to cry sometimes? I hate it!! DOPE!!!! :violent1:

I am just fummin' :angry4:

My neighbor is such a jack***. His parents own this house and he thinks he owns it -- he is younger than us by 2 or 3 yrs. He tries to act all important. He's the real life Ross Gellar --wife left him for another woman---etc etc. I can stand him ! AGH!!!

:stressedout: that is what I feel like!!!

AGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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On 2002-10-10 22:36, scubagirlkj wrote:
Today is CD#24 and 8 DPO Only 8!!! I am way emotional tonight! I think I am taking things way out of proportion!!! I feel happy then sad then like crying!! It's insane! Dh keep s saying your gettig close to your period nooffense but you are!Well it's true only 6 more days!!! Feeling a bit crampy today! My temp was97.6 up a little from yesterday I don't know what's going on with them either!!LOL!! Oh some days I think I really am crazy!!

I am getting into scrapbooking again! I went to our local store and got some stuff I'm going back to buy an album tomorrow!! I picked it out a while ago but never bought it! I haven't even started Ethan's album yet!!Way bakced up I need to jus tdo it!! So I am!!I'm excited about it!! I don't know when I'm going tohave the time to do it!LOL! I might have to cut back on pg.org time!!!

I guess that's it !! Talk soon!

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