Well I have decided to start a journal to help elivate some of the stresses during this journey B and I have decided to take! We have been TTC since April 2004 but I have been off BC since Jan 2004 and not using any means to avoid a pregnancy, sooooo here we, or I should say, here I am writing this journal several months later.
This past Wendesday we got some news that was a little hard to swallow at the time. After numerous blood tests last week, my results showed that I am not Oing and my numbers were so low I may not have Oed at all. My cycles are so wacky and erractic so I wasnt too surprised but nonetheless still a little heart breaking. So B has to do a SA before I start Clomid, very soon. Looking forward to a new chapter in our TTC journey.
I do know that one day we will have OUR baby, I just dont know how long it will take! We are in it for the long haul and will do whatever we need to do to get out wonderful reward in the end.
I hope this journal provides me with a way of dealing with he pangs of not being pg at the moment and I hope and pray this journal leads me to my BFP someday, hopefully in the near future.
Today I am CD33 and I have no idea when AF will show her haggard face, but if she doesnt show within the week I will be put on provera to start her up so we can start the clomid. Time will tell!
All for now!