Well, not much in the way of spotting. Just a few drops here and there for yesterday. Also had some way way wet CM that was literally dripping out of me (sorry for that way TMI there). Of course, I have no clue what it all means and, if anything, lol. But no blood is good I guess.
This morning there is nothing at all. Nada. And I even went for it and sat in the hot tub yesterday at the In laws. I just cannot continue on as if I am disabled any longer. And to repeat myself again, I am going to live my life... DTD when I want, hot tub it, bathe, whatevers. I do not feel as if I am threatened by any infection, but if I am, then let it be! at this point I am ready for something bad to happen just so the docs will regard my concerns.
Anyhoo, I have the car today and I EVEN HAVE MONEY!! Thank you Daddy! So I am going to shop for Everits birthday, get some groceries, and I will be picking up at least $10 worth of dollar tree pee tests. I am gonna POAS today and see if anything registers. If it does I WILL call the doc and see what they say about it. I am praying of course that I have a blaring white test, and can finally feel some comfort! Oh, and how much fun will it be to have all those tests on hand? when this cycle is over I am going to be a peeing fool. Oh fun! I LOVE TO POAS!
Well after a tiring yet eventful day of shopping, I am wiped out and ready to report the results!!!
BLARING WHITE BF MUTHA FRICKEN.. N!!! WOOT! BFN!!!
So that means that my HCG is defienely below at least 25... and the spotting was barely anything today, mostly watery cm. So if everything goes good, we will be on the TTC train in maybe 4-6 weeks! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTTTTTTTTTTTTT! Maybe even earlier?? Who knows? All I know is I was SO happy to see that BFN! Thank you LORD!
No spotting, no nothing! Woot! I even feel a little bloated today... but I could easily chalk that up to the Carls JR I had for lunch yesterday.Plus I did not drink my usualy gallon of water like I do. Either way, no spotting, a BFN! I feel so good about that.
So I must ponder now... if the MC is indeed over... I wonder about the HCG. How long sfter it nosedives do we get another cycle moving? I am thinking, because I essentially gave birth VS a D&C or a natural miscarriage, that maybe all that spotting is quite normal, and I could possibly expect AF in no more than three weeks from now, right? I am running off the 6 weeks to get AF after having a baby theory. Oh I hope so!
Now to speculate even further.... again using the PP AF theory... I gave birth on May 30th. That means I can expect AF no later than July 13. Seeing as how I usually ovulate somewhere between cycle day 14-18... so that would be around July 29 (just picking an average here...) If I concieve, I would be due... WOW! APRIL! WOW! OOOHHHH! That would be BEYOND sweet! WOOTY WOOT!
OMG! EWCM!!! WOOOT! not the best of the best, but its for sure I am gearing to O! That means that AF is due in about two weeks! OMG OMG OMG!!! WOOOOOOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT TTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT TTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT TTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT TTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT TTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!
Well, the spotting is G O N E. And I am flipping back and fer between wet and EWCM. Cool. I am not trying obviously, so I dont care if I o or not. Just as long as my body thinks it is, thats fine by me!
Good thing I have a cold, lol. Yesterday i was thinking (stupidly) that i would lure DH to bed and see if we couldn't catch an egg. DUMB JOEE!!! Ack i am such a ninny sometimes. Its only (hopefully) a month or so away..lol...the Lord forgot patience when he made me... and he forgot boobs too Sorry Lord, I had to take care of that one on my own!
I have been playing on the debate board, and I am having a blast. I am really enjoying reading all these different points of view. I am amazed by some of the ladies on there. they are very intelilgent. Others, well, lol... I think they just have big ideas. I had been lurking there for a long time, reading, checking out the debate methods, recognizing the ones I did not want to cross paths with. I think I am doing fairly well so far holding my own. LOL... I hope.
I read Taylins story yesterday. it made me cry. I hadn't read it in a few weeks. I am proud of myself. I handled (handling) this very well. And I everythign I wrote then, in the heat of the moment, still stands true! I feel the same way... and I am not grieving as hard as some would think. I am truly happy she is with Jesus.
Definetly spot free! Some creamy CM... DH and I have been DTD like rabbits, lol! Practicing for the big one!
We went shopping, I found Everit his climby thing! Woot! And we bit the bullet and bought a new pool. Ryan just adores swimming, and lives in the pool all summer. we couldn't afford it, but I am not going to deny My Son his right to enjoy his summer! NOt to mention its flippin hot here!
Such a nice weekend. We spent a little too much on the boys as usual... but damnit they are worth it! We got a new swimming pool. We just had to. Ryan LIVES in the pool during the summer. It would have not been summer without it! And Everit is a water baby too... We were surprised that the pool was warm enough to swim in yesterday! Usually it takes a few. But its been butt hot.
Sorry there just isn't much to report on the TTC front. Waiting on AF is a long slow road! But there is definetly still no spotting or anything of the like, so thats good! COME ON AF!