Well a lil about myself. I am 21 years old and my husband is 24. I know people might sit there and say, "oh you are young, you have all the time in the world to have a baby." Well what they don't know from looking on the outside is that my husband and I have been trying to have a baby for 3 years. We haven't had any luck, but to make matters worse for us is that he has a low sperm count and they are poor swimmers . I haven't been to a doctor yet to see if anything is wrong with me, but if there is, I know the one thing I want more than anything, I will never have.
A friend has told me about this site, and I have learned so much about what other people are going through, and I can now see that I am not alone. For the longest time, I thought it was just me and Josh who are having the problems, but when I got on this site, I found out that there are lots of people with similar problems. I know the support I am getting from here is really helping me get through this.
To make matters worse for us, my husband is leaving for a 6 month deployment, in about 30 days. So I guess I will have to wait another whole year before I get pregnant . I just want to experince everything. If I never get to have this, I don't think I will ever be whole. All I want more than anything in this world, is to have a lil of me and a lil of Josh put together, to make one of us. I want to feel the growth of our child . Thats all I want. So please pray for us and pray for the many other woman that are going through this!!
Dear God, please look after all these woman who are going through the same thing that I am. Please help us all get through this diffcult time in our life. Please help us find cures to the problems that we are facing. Please help each and everyone of us to get pregnant and have a healthy pregnancy.
Well!! Its been a while since I have wrote in here. I sure hope things for me and DH start looking up for us to get pregnant. I wanted more than anything for this year to be our year, but from the looks of it, I don't see it happening. I have one more Ovualtion Cycle before he leaves for 6 months, Who knows if it will take or not. I seriously doubt it. I know that I will be stressed and upset about him leaving, so that won't be helping us out at all.
I was suppose to start my period today, and haven't....sooo lets just hope...that we are pregnant....but I highly doubt it. I am usually always late, but it sure would be a great christmas present.
Well I am going to go, I am in NC visiting my mom, so I will write more when i get home!!!
Well Hubby leaves me Monday! I am going to be such a wreck. I am so upset. I hope that before he leaves I O so that way there is a chance that we could get pregnant, that would be the best christmas present in the whole world.
But if not, then my TTC will have to be put on hold :'(
Well gotta go spend some more time with hubby, time is running short...only one more full day with him since he has duty on sunday!! Will write more later!!
Well just got home from saying good bye to my husband!!! This is going to be one of the hardest things I will ever have to go through...Saying goodbye to him was one of the hardest things I have ever ever had to do!!!
Please lord look after my husband while he is gone!! Please bring him home safe to me so that way we can pick up on our life and start ttc again!!!
Its been a while since I have updated. Josh is about 50 some days before he comes home. I can't wait. I am so looking forward to us TTC again. He is as excited as I am!!
I will post more when I have more to share!!
WOW It has been a really long time since I have updated!
So Josh came home in May from his deployment...But we still haven't got our BFP
But to make matters worse. Josh is leaving me again for another deployment. Dont you just love the military...
So we have one more cycle before he leaves at the end of this month to try to get pregnant. We are praying and hoping that this is it for us.
Only 27 more days before my husband leaves again :'(