Wow!! These days are going by so fast. Before I know it....day 18 is already here!! I still can't believe how fast time flies.
Well, I've had ovulation pains on the 16th, and my chart said I ovulated on the 17th. Sounds about right I think, and there was some bding done on that day so I'm happy I hope we hit it this time and I am able to get my bfp this time
On Sunday and yesterday I slept pretty much all day. I was so tired!! I usually don't sleep that much. I hope that is a good sign.
I saw some of my aunts for the 4th, ones I don't see very often, and they said to wait until i'm 3 months pregnant before saying anything, and I think that is a good idea. I'm glad I got that support of waiting to tell. I thought they would all want to know right away, but I was wrong.
Anyways, I hope to see my temp rise here in a few days. I can't wait. Today i'm feeling weird. I usually can sit here with my legs crossed and kind of leaned foward with pressure on my belly, but not today, makes my tummy feel kind of weird when I try to sit that way. Hope I can also take that as a good sign
Okay, so I got to feeling really sick to my stomach after lunch today and i've been tired and my stomoch is feeling tight. Like i'm holding my breath or something. The sick feeling only last about 10 min, but I did go to the restroom (tmi warning!) and gagged. Last year when I got pregnant, I started getting symptoms a few days after conceiving. I must have been really sensitive or something. I'm hoping that that is what is happening now. I would be so excited to my bfp
Dh is sick today. I think he has the flu, and he never gets sick. I wish I could be home with him right now. I know that I like it when he's around when I'm sick. He's wonderful at taking care of me.
I only have about 2 more hours of work. Thank goodness!!!
I haven't been in all that great of a mood this morning. I slept really well, but I was moody. Feel very irritated at everything today.
My temp jumped back up to 97.7 today. I hope it just keeps rising now, that will put in a good mood
Today i'm feeling kind of heavy in my stomach. I haven't felt quite the same for the last few days. I can't really tell if these are just normal symptoms or maybe early early pregnancy symptoms. I keep having ovary pains...not bad ones, but can feel them. ahhh well...just going to try and stay patient with all this. I know I keep repeating that line, but I have to keep saying it to myself, so that I do actually stay patient
Dh is feeling better today. went to work today, but I know he'd rather be home again. I know i'd rather be home today!
Cycle day 23! From my last post I was at 97.7, then they went: 97.6, 97.7, 97.8, and now today....98.2 woo hoo!!! I'm so excited that they are on the rise! Fertility friend said that I O'd on day 20, but I really think I O'd on day 17 or 18.
I'm just excited to see my temps rise. Hopefully in a couple weeks I will get my BFP!
Yesterday I felt a little queasy pretty much for the whole day. I was also tired. My nipples have been really sore for the last couple days too.
Dh and I have a tennis tournament this friday and it's supposed to be 100 degrees!!! there is a 10-15 degree increase when playing out on the courts!! We decided that just in case i'm pregnant, that we will take it really easy and not play too hard, cause more than likely I will get overheated.
Anyways, I hope to keep getting sick, which sounds funny i know, but so far I haven't been queasy like this since my last pregnancy last year. So, it's a good sign as far as i'm concerned
So Dh and I aren't going to play in the tennis tournament this weekend. I really don't want to take a risk and hurt my baby if i'm pregnant. Better be safe than sorry.
My queasiness has gone away, well it's just not as bad as it was. My boobs are still sore, has gotten a little worse. And i'm really really tired still.
I took a 1$ store hpt last night and I was supposed to wait 10 min, but I threw it away like at 5 mins. cause I thought i was just being dumb and testing too early. I looked at it this morning and there was a dark line there. Not putting any hope into that test, but that would be awesome if it really was a positive. I think I will test tomorrow just to see. I will be 7 dpo tomorrow. I know it probably is really early but hey, I'm just impatient and just like to know
I'm hoping for a BFP, if not tomorrow, in another week!!!
Today, I'm 8 DPO...and I was feeling ok this morning, until I had lunch, no i'm not feeling so good
There is a bathroom here in the room I work in. ( I work for a testing center) *warning tmi* So, I went in the restroom to wash my hands this morning and everything was fine. Didn't feel sick or anything. After I ate lunch, I had to pee real bad so I went back in there and then I just smelled something funny...don't know what it was because I'm the only one who can go in there. I started gagging really bad because of the smell. Not good..well maybe if it's because of pregnancy
But, ever since then I've felt sick...not really bad, but just enough to notice. My nipples are stinging off an on today. They never sting before AF, but this time they are and they hurt really bad.
Well I added the link to my chart, so that you can see what i'm seeing
Took a test two days ago...negative. That's okay though. Going by my chart I think I conceived some where around the 4th of July. That would only put me at 3 weeks today I think. I'm going to buy some dollar stores tests today and take them this week. I usually have 14 days of high temp and then AF is supposed to show, so i'm hoping either I get a BFP before then, or hoping AF won't show and I get a BFP after that
I've been feeling emotional for the last couple days. I'm just really wanting to pregnant and have a baby. I told Dh about another symptom I was having and he kinded of laughed and said I was cute for telling him all my symptoms all the time, and of course being emotional, I took it wrong and got mad and wanted to cry, but held it back. I know he didn't mean anything mean by it, but I just felt like crying.
I've just got to keep believing and trust in God, because he will bless me with a baby when it is right for my dh and I.
For my chart, fertility friend says that I have a possibly tri-phasic chart, which I've heard is a really good thing for a positive pregnancy. That makes me happy
Well, that's about all I have for now. I'm just hoping to post that I have a BFP in the next couple weeks....that would be awesome!!!
Today another negative, but still think i'm too early. I should just wait until I get closer to 18 high temps...that would pretty much be a positive at that time.
I feel like crap today. I'm so emotional and not feeling well at all. I get enough sleep, I go to bed early and maybe wake up once during the night to turn around or something..but i'm still so tired during the day. I guess I just really want to know if i'm pregnant or not. I should just go to my doctor and get a blood test done, but I really want to take a HPT and get a positive on that. I don't know why but I do.
I just realized that I'm typing really loud and i'm working right now and testers are staring at me probably yelling at me in their mind to stop typing....oh well...
I went to Wendy's today and got a baked potatoe and chicken strips...probably only the baked potatoe was the healthiest thing but I didn't care. Anyways, traffic was horrible and it was really hot outside and I felt miserable. I got really dizzy earlier in the day, and felt like I might pass out or something. I felt like crying when I got back here to work, and then I was okay, then felt like crying 10 min later for no reason but only that I didn't feel well and really wanted to be home.
Today is just an emotional rollercoaster. I just can't believe that i'm not pregnant with all that is happening to me emotional and physically. It's hit me to day so hard, the emotions, the sick feeliings, the dizziness.
Wow, I just read over what I wrote....sorry but I guess I just needed to let this all out.
well...as you see my ticker says CD1, yep it's right, I started AF today. Yesterday my temp dropped to 98.0 and then started spotting...and then it's full blown today.
*sigh* oh well...I'm really not that disappointed like I thought I would be. I guess I should have expected to become pregnant like I did last year...as quick with the progesterone pills I mean. I guess I do have to look at it that there is on a 20% chance of pregnancy each month if ovulating, so this time wasn't my time.
I'm doing good, dh was really disappointed yesterday, and today is doing better. We both are excited to try again though. I'm in a good mood and knowing that this time wasn't my time, but I will be pregnant soon when it's my time.
I probably won't post as much until ovulation time comes back around. Thank you all those of kept up with my journal. I'm not leaving for good, but will be back to posting in about 2 weeks or so. Good luck to all those ttc and I hope you all get your BFPs!!!