todays cd 21 for me and i am not really feeling any "different". just had those wierd af type cramps the other day, and i have been having a lot of creamy discharge thats soaking my panties. very strange, but not impossible-at this point anything can be considered "normal". i try not to read into the signs too much because it doesnt hurt as much when af shows her ugly face!!!!
i had some slight spotting when i wiped earlier today, and have noticed some brownish discharge off and on for the past three days. im hoping that these are all good signs, but only time will tell.
i wish that i could have gotten a better temp going this mo, but it has been so chaotic around here lately, and now with my ankle injury i am really going to be out of sorts.
i see the dr the first week of dec and i pray that we will hear good news.
cd 22 and my ankle is feeling slightly better, im still having that pinkish tan discharge a couple times a day. im not sure whats causing it yet, but i dont want to get all excited for nothing, so if i dont get af after next week then ill start testing.
cd 23, still not sure what day i o'd... all i do know is that im feeling all worn out, and wanting to nap and sleep early, which is unusual because i am a night owl. im peeing all the time, but that started around cd 11ish, and the tender breasts started then too!!! my boobs dont hurt much now, which makes me think that im not going get my bfp this month!!!! they were very tender early on in my cycle, which makes me believe that i o'd early. my temps have gone up again today, if they peak 99 or better then i will start testing. i couldnt get the hospital to do a beta test the other day, they said i would be waiting forever for the result i told em it was too early for a urine one, even if i were pg, thats extremely early. i have had some slight twinges of pain sorta like gas pain, maybe twice today and a couple times last night before i went to bed. oh my back has also been achy for the past week and a half. but is now a duller ache. man here i am reading into these signs.......i gotta STOP before i go NUTS!!!!! i said i wouldnt do it, and i havent gotten excited yet, i feel like im starting to get all worked up, i need to sit back and relax, if its gonna happen for us this month, we will know next week.
cd 24, im thinking i o'd between cd11 and 13, so i should be able to test anytime now, whenever i get the courage to- that is. i just cant stand gettting another neg, today ive noticed very mild, and brief crampy like sensations in my lower belly, im not sure if this is a sign that af is going to show or not. usually i get these af type cramps before i start. but usually i get cramps like this a couple hours before af starts. so far nothing has happened, maybe i should check my cp. that should tell me if af is getting ready to start ttc is so very confusing, i wish there was a magic way for a woman to know right after bding if she is pg or not, making us wait is just not fair. you would think with our technology today, that we could be able to know this faster!!!
cd 26, or whats left of it that is, today was more of the same, just some mild cramps still. i went and bought a hpt but havent taken it yet. i think ill wait until af is due, just to be sure its accurate. i have been feeling really down today, i hope that it passes tomorrow.
cd 28, i got a free 5 day vip from ff yesterday, and that helped me to pinpoint my o date. i should have went with my first instincts and stayed with 15 or 16, but instead i kept letting that pos opk mess with my mind. ive been able to basically pinpoint my o time on my own for the past few yrs without temping or opks. so why am i obsessing over this opk business? next month i wont touch an opk, i never get an accurate reading on them anyways. today im feeling sorta crappy, and aggressively moody for some reason. my temp rose up again today. im just waiting to see if it stays up or drops tomorrow.
cd 29, today is not much different than yesterday, i had very brief af type pain that lasted maybe 10-15 minutes. my breasts are getting more tender now, but my cervix is still closed. i see the dr tomorrow for a preg test and pos a blood test. i think even if i get a pos at the drs i still want a blood test.
so thursday afternoon i went to the er because we were exposed to a gas leak that made my son ill. i also had myself checked too. so it turns out that i didnt have to wait till the 11th for the beta. turns out they did a beta and im pregnant!!!!! that feels so good to say!!!! i am pregnant, woooohoooo!!!!! stay with me baby bean, mommas gonna take good care of you!!! we love you baby!!!!