A Return...But Just Going With The Flow

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Well, AF showed this morning. I fully expected it and now I will tearing the apartment up to find the thermonater so once she leaves I can start temping. I would love to have an idea of what is going on with me when I visit the female doc on 2/2.

I was thinking about this recently, way back when I used to live and breath journaling over here but now I struggle. I am not sure why...

Well I should get off the computer.

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Wow..
It's been like over a week since I last updated.

I think I touched on this before, but I am struggling to update here. Maybe being I have been there done that with the stressing of TTC'ing I am trying a different approach but not caring but yet caring at the same time.

AF left the building on Friday:) So that made me happy and needless to say Saturday we had a lot of *fun*. Being i can't find the thermonator anywhere, this month is going to be a go with the flow kind of thing, then see the doc on 2/2 and go from there.

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Still not much to talk about...
so I am neglecting this place
I wish I had something to discuss but right now in terms of TTC I got nothing
We are still ttc'ing but I am not temping and all that so there is nothing to really report I guess.

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Well AF showed up a bit early so needless to say my appointment for Monday 2/2 was moved to Monday 2/9. Crazy AF too...not to bad in terms of heavy or cramps but pulled the we are going to be light then hit you with heavy, wait we are going to be gone for 2 days and hey now we are back! It seems to be gone now...

Still haven't picked up stuff to start temping so just another go with the flow kind of month.

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Tomorrow morning is my female doc appointment. Hopefully all will go wel and I am also going to ask him about tests, etc to make sure all my stuff is working right.

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Yep I think my body hates me...
I had my appointment with the female doctor and we discussed the odd flows to my period and the real irregularities to it. The doctor asked how long it's been going on and I told him about 5 months or so. He said he thinks I am not ovaluationg due to the bleeding and then I also said I am not getting any symptoms of my period coming like I used too..and I used always get things bad, cramps, headaches, breast tenderness, etc...

So now I get to start taking progestrone tomorrow.
I have never been on it before so I need to do some reasearch about it...

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Life is just plugging alone and getting crazy busy with school...
and belly dance stuff (getting ready for our next performance on 2/21).

Still taking the progestrone
Found out the thyroid levels are *normal* but I want to call the doc about the numbers

Vday was good:)
Dan and I went to a local hotel that was having a Vday special and spent the night. Being I have class on our anniversary it was a little early present for us and plenty of *fun* happened.

Beyond that
Life is life

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Not much in terms of TTC'ing to talk about....
I took my last progestrone pill today, should have took it yesterday but totally spaced it. So hopefully this will help get the show on the road.

Beyond that...
I can't believe tomorrow is our first anniversary.

Life has changed a lot in many ways...still the same in many ways like me being crazy busy
I am happier with life
I am happier with myself
Just more comfortable with things

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I don't know...
Still not a lot on the TTC front to discuss.

AF came about 4 days after my last pill I took and now I am just waiting to see if the next cycle is normal or as normal as it can be.

In non-ttc stuff
MarsCon was good
School is keeping me crazy busy but what else is new
and I guess I am just wondering i want to keep up this journal or not, not much to talk about and I neglect it horribly

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Wow, it's been a while...and I wish I had something TTC related to post but sadly I don't. School finally drew to a close for me with happiness and sadness. Sadness as I don't have a student teacher placement yet...and apparently screwed up my only one. Dan started his skills for his law enforcment degree so he's that much closer to being a police officer and we are that much closer to having crazy schedules which will make the whole ttc thing just that much more difficult.

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Well AF showed up 4 days early...
I need to make an effort to get on the phone with the doc. The first cycle after the progestrone was right on target but they seem to be getting more and more erractic and that worries me a bit.

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and the crazy weird cycles continue.

If you go off last month's cycle I am a couple of days late but if you go off a regular 28 day cycle I am a few days early.

The really annoying thing is still no real symptons that AF is coming so the more I think about what the doctor said back when I had my yearly makes me hate my body. I fully believe I am still not ovaluting. I need to call the doctor....

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*brushes away the cobwebs*

So yet again neglecting this journal but really I have nothing to say...no news on the TTC front really. I want to call the doc to start trying to figure things out but Dan still doesn't have a job but did graduate with his law enforcement degree (happy dance) and took his POST last week so hopefully that will help and jobs will start popping up.

I guess you could say I am just in limbo waiting for something to happen. Hopefuly a job will happen soon so I can call the doc. With the job situation, something non ttc related, we have been looking elsewhere at places namely Texas due to the fact his sister lives down there. So who knows...maybe a move will happen.

That's about it for me...
Till next time

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Still nothing really TTC related to talk about but I am starting to think about getting the ball rolling with the doc now so we can be beyond ready to go when Dan is finally hired on somewhere. I am happy to see a few more police jobs popping up here and there around the Twin Cities.

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Wow...I didn't realize I haven't been here for over a month.
Not much to report though..another AF came and is wrapping up.

Still no job for Dan so I am holding off calling the doc to see what's up

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Jeebus! The last time I updated was October?
Not much has changed since then overall I guess.
We are still just going with the flow until Dan gets job.
School is in limbo for me till Dan gets a job.
I really hope they start hiring more officers. It's really bringing him down and I can't do much to help bring him up. I keep reminding him of the economy blah blah blah but I know it bothers him that he busted his butt in school to get done and now job prospects and slim to none at the moment.

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Well I think as part of the new years...I am going to attempt to write more in here (no promises though).

AF came yesterday...actually quasi on time. So I think I am going to make some attempts to temp this month (again no promises).

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Wow..
Well I guess I am made of fail with my promise at the end of 2009. I can't believe I haven't written in here since then.

On the other hand I have really nothing much to discuss in terms of TTC stuff.
We are going no where fast.
Periods are still odd
Dan still can't find a job
I am working on school stuff again

Need to call the doctor and make an appointment though

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